MY EVERYTHING ||| Draco Malfoy

Moment

I walk into class, late of course. Scanning for any seat left to see the only free one next to Ed. I close my eyes for a second before making my way over. "Sophia Diamond. You are late." Professor McGonagall booms through the class. "Sorry i wasn't feeling very well." I lie as she resumes her lecture.

Soon Ed shuffles and before i even realise a small bag of herbs is places on the desk in front of me. My eyes go wide and i snatch it, looking around to see if anyone noticed. I snap my head towards him and his eyebrows are raised, a slight smile on his face. "Look I'm rubbish at apologising." He sighs looking towards the weed as an explanation. I stare at him for a second before slowly nodding. This was his way of showing he cared.

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I lift my head, blowing the substance out my lungs in one exhale. Oh the pure substance of weed. Ed knew where to get the best, always did. I dangle my legs on the side of the tower, the wind howling in the silence. I lie down, looking up at the stars as i bring the weed back to my lips.

The thoughts crashing in my mind ease every time i inhale more, a sort of addiction to peace more than anything. Fed up of my mind being adapted to constantly think from when i was so lonely as a child.

Someone clears their throat behind me and i reach my neck to see an upside down Draco, arms crossed and looking serious. He comes and lire's next to me, pinching the weed from my fingers and into his own lips. "You ok?" He checks, his face turning slightly as mine turns to reply. I nod lightly before looking back to the bright stars.

I let out a soft sigh as i close my eyes. Draco's arm shifts and i lift my head as it goes underneath, acting as a pillow. As if it were around my shoulder.

And it's that comfortable silence again. The one i get with Draco. Not the silence i hated for so many years.

"Do you ever wish we were muggles?" I turn my head slightly. His eyebrows dips slightly. His automatics response he's been told hesitant. He sighs as he looks back up at the sky. "I think my family would lose its whole personality." He jokes, smirking slightly. I let out a small smile as i sit up, snatching the weed. I part my lips as i place the weed on them lightly, making intense eye contact with Draco as he sits back up facing me. "Do you?" He asks after a moment of silence

I slowely blow the smoke out to the side of me to not blow it in his face. I look down to my lap, my other hand fiddling with my clothing. "Our childhoods would be so much better...but-

"But there would be a chance we never knew each other" he finishes off my sentence, knowing my exact words. Because we had both thought it before. Without our high status families we would have never known each other. And that's the only reason we have been able to live with it.

As he finishes his sentence we stare at each other for a second, our eye contact not breaking as we look at the shine in our eyes. I feel pulled towards him. Like a magnetic field is trying to pull us together. I cant remember us leaning into each other until we're inches away from each other, our breaths light as they brush past each others skin. Both of us wild with thoughts of what's happening.

But as Draco's eyes finally break my contact and look down at my lips it's like i finally regain consciousness. Like the eye contact put me in a trance. And as soon as it breaks, i realise what i am down and suddenly look down, pulling away slightly. Like my first instinct with Draco. Because he is my everything. And i could never ruin that.

He clears his throat slightly. "Professor McGonogall asked me to find you. She said she had to speak to your in her office" he looks away as soon as i look back up. Not being able to face that situation in front of him. I nod lightly, taking a quick inhale of weed before leaving it on the ground for Draco to take. I slowly stand up, heading to the stairs before turning back quickly and opening my mouth. But as i see his head in his hands i stop myself from speaking, seeing his obvious regret through his body language. I gulp lightly before making my way out.

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Draco's POV

Blaise and Ed are having an entertaining conversation, placing bets on which triwizard contestant will win challenge two. But all i could do was keep my eye on the door, for when Soph comes in with Pansy, her mood lighting up the room and her smile spreading across the hall. But it doesn't. Instead when Pansy walks in, Soph is nowhere to be seen. My eyebrows crunch lightly, and guilt fills my body. Is she avoiding me...?

As Pansy sits down, giving Blaise a glare as their yet again in another argument. "Where's Soph?" I asks, worry in my voice. Pansy looks at me, reading my face slightly. She looks confused as she speaks. "Well she didnt come back last night...i assumed she stayed at a guys dorm or something..." she hesitated as she saw my face drop. It was obvious. But only for a second. The boys didn't even notice. "Go Sophia!" Blaise lets out a little laugh and Pansy side eyes him in response. "Wonder who the lucky guy was this time" Ed scoffs looking around to see who wasn't here.

"Shut up Ed. You disgust me" my natural instinct kicks in as i stand up storming off, the rage inside me piling up as i replay last night. Did that even mean anything to her?