MY EVERYTHING ||| Draco Malfoy

Broken

I sip on the warm coffee, my peaceful sleep being interrupted by an alarm. Ed climbs into the bench next to me while Blaise sits next to V, an arm wrapping around her. I look up to them, my eye furrowed. "Where's Draco?"

When i ask they send each other a look, Ed slightly winces as he turns to me. "He thought you wouldn't want to see him. He's trying to give you some space" Blaise shrugs and V scoffs next to me.

"Bullshit. He probably feels to guilty to hear everyone in this hall gossip abt S" she nibbles on toast and i look between them all before nodding slightly. "He in his dorm?" I ask Ed and he opens his mouth hesitantly

"Soph maybe you-

Before he could finish, i stand up and storm out the door. Heading towards Slytherin with my jaw lightly clenched.

...

I burst through the door, running my eyes down his torso as he holds a shirt in his hands. His head snaps towards the door and his face drops as he sees me. A mix of guilt and sympathy in his eyes tells me he cant bear to speak to me yet.

"What you get to mess up my life then not be there for it?" I ask accusingly. His muscles visible tense, like he's been hit with my word. He gulps slightly, checking the shirt on his bed and putting his hand over his jaw as he looks at the floor. I slam the door behind me as i walk up to him, my breath huffing as i work myself up. "I want to scream at you." I practically spit out my mouth and his arms drop. He sucks his lips in for a second as he waits for it. But i couldn't even think of the yells before my eyes water. Not realising that my life is too messed up to be angry at the one person i need.

His action is to open his arms up, trying to embrace me but i automatically try to push at his chest, hitting him away. But it has not effect. He just lets me push and shove until his arms are tightly wrapped around my waist. And i let out a weep into his neck, my arms wrapping around his neck. I needed this.

"I hate myself for making you feel this way" he finally speaks up and i look up him, our arms slightly loosening on each other, with a sniffle.

"Let's just forget...please?" I mumble my eyebrows slightly raised. Draco stares back at me, his lip bit lightly to hide his smile. But he nods quickly, pulling me in for another hug, my chest hitting his wall of a chest.

"I have the rest of the day off...apparently i need a day to calm down." Draco explains as he pulls away, tucking some hair behind my ear as i chuckle. "Well i have a meeting with Dumbledore...i could ask him for the day? Have a day all to ourselves?" I raise my eyebrows and a smirk is placed on Dracos lips as i suggest.

...

I huff as i walk back into Dracos room, his attention turning to me instead of the book that he now drops on his bed. "I swear to go that man is the most irritable grandpa i know" i whine, making my way over to Draco's open arms. I get comfortable with him, his arms wrap around me while i lay on his chest and a leg popped out over his legs. He brushes a hand through my hair with his casual harsh thinking face. "As i keep telling my father" he remarks and i wince, placing my chin on his chest to look at him. "Stop mentioning Lucius. It spells daddy issues" i laugh lightly and he gives me a glance before interlocking his had with mine. He stares at it for a moment before speaking up.

"Wanna talk about it?" He looks in my eyes with concern and i roll my eyes lightly. "All you need to know is i could tell that man where he could go. Reminded him that if he got me involved with this rumour then my parents could easily kick him out of this school." I shrug and he laughs, a thumb stroking over my hand.

"Anyway we're forgetting about that now. It's over. Why'd this come on?" I pout as i pull at his black shirt with my other hand. He raises his eyebrows lightly with a grin. "I obviously didn't want you to get jealous of my ripped abs" he jokes proudly making me laugh, my head lifting up slightly. "Didn't realise it was such a privilege to lie on the masterpiece" i smile, only making his ego bigger. "Mhm. Only for you" he mutters, his hand pulling my in closer by my waist as he stares at my lips. My lips pull wide, a smile erupting on my face and i bite my lip to stifle a laugh.

"Whats so funny?" He smiles back but my giggles continue until i plant my face back into his chest out of embarrassment. "Soph" he repeats, his tone lowering out of impatience. "No- sorry-

My laughs don't stop until i whack my hand around my mouth to force myself. And i look back up his face has dropped, looking agitated. "You have completely ruined that moment." He moves me lightly next to him on the bed before standing up and walking to his desk. "No Draco. Im sorry please come back" i apologise, a smile still on my face as i sit back against his headboard.

"No you ruined it." He practically pouts, his back turned to me as he looks through a draw at his desk. "Draco" i sigh, standing up and heading to him. I stand beside him, waiting for him to look at me but he continues to read a paper on his desk. "Im sorry. I just never thought you'd be staring at my lips like that" i let out a small laugh and get a glance from Draco before he turns to me, arms crossed with his muscle slightly flexed. "Then i wont" he shrugs. This bloody blonde is so stubborn.

"Maybe I'll go find a girl that would laugh in my face when i wanna kiss her" he shrugs, putting his hands in his pockets as i stare at him blankly. I scoff lightly, crossing my arms. "Parkinson's probably your best bet"

He stares for a moment before rolling his eyes. "I was kidding. he states, now in a bad mood as he drops back onto the bed. God i just had to ruin that. I sigh lightly, standing next to the bed as he takes a book. I roll my eyes, taking the book out his hand and chucking it on the table before straddling his lap. Replacing the book as his hands sit on my hips. "You seriously haven't thought how weird it is?" I raise my eyebrows, my hand taking some hair out of his face as he looks at me in thought.

"No. Im not as heartless as you" he squints and my mouth drops open slightly. "Wow someone is really in a mood. If you dont want me here then i can leave-

"Do you want to be here?" He interrupts, making me go silent at his accusative question. My eyebrows scrunch and his eyes twinkle in thought. "Because if you're just here because you made a drunken mistake and feel bad then i can take it. Just because I'm your best friend doesn't change the fact you have a rule." He shrugs, and that's when i realise he has been thinking a lot about this. I sigh, my eyes shutting momentarily before look towards him. "I've always had that rule...it's just different. But your Draco. That changes everything. Im trying ok?" My hands lie on his stomach. He shakes his head slightly, biting his lip hesitantly before looking towards the door. "I cant do this best friends no labels but more than best friends thing. How long is it gonna take?" He looks back and my brain jumbles a bit. Being put on the spot i stutter and swallow.

I hadn't thought about what was going on. I was just happy it was. I was so tired of everything not being normal. The fighting, Christmas, new year. It all was so much i was so ready to just relax. My mind couldn't possible open to the future of Draco. Especially because it would be the very thing I've been avoiding my whole life.

"We're not going to be like your parents" he states, reassuring as his hands squeeze my hips. My lip comes between my teeth as he reads my mind. "They don't care about anyone but themselves. I cant do that. Not after the way its hurt me" i shake my head lightly, my eyes watering  but his lips press together. "The fact you're so worried makes it obvious you're nothing like them-

"I know! Draco you've said this before-

"And still nothing has changed!" He yells back , my body leaning back in reaction of his raised voice. It's silent as he notices my flinch. I breathe in lightly, looking down as i fiddle with my fingers. "I should go to potions. Im already behind" i gulp, climbing off him as i head to the door. Trying to keep it together as i walk, tears brimming my eyes as i hear his aggravated sigh. "Only come back when you know what you fucking want" he yells as i shut the door, immediately rushing to my own dorm as i rush past Ed, heading to his.

"Soph?" As i ignored him his footsteps follow, until he's in my dorm. "Whats happened?" He furrows his eyebrows as i look away. "Why did my parents have to fucking break me" i turn to him and he sighs lightly, wrapping his arms around me to calm me down. I hug back, in desperate attempt to not breakdown.

And why did i think Draco would ever understand that?