MY EVERYTHING ||| Draco Malfoy

Despise

His roommates rush past us, a funny look on their face as they see us walk in. One gives Cedric a pat on my the shoulder before Cedric shuts the door, leaving us in his dorm alone.

"Guess they do that a lot now you're the Hogwarts champion" i laugh slightly but he just shakes his head. "Not sure the glory and fame is worth it anymore" he jumps on his bed, leaning against the headboard. I look around his room. It hasn't changed much since I've been in here, which was a while ago.

"Did you just miss our hangouts or...?" He wonders, interrupting my thoughts as i snap my head back to him. My shoulders drop slightly and i look to the floor. "I don't know...i just was so annoyed i guess. And before i knew it i was outside the Hufflepuff door. I guess it's because you never really cared about my name" i shrug thinking it's stupid as he scoffs lightly.

"Cared? Your Sophia Diamond. Everyone cares" he smiles slightly but i give him a look. Not helpful. "You can sit down you know? Im not gonna bite or anything." He shrugs, making me realise my awkward standing position near the door. I make my way to his bed, sitting at the end of it with my legs crossed. It was silent as i fiddled with my fingers and i could tell he was waiting for me to talk.

"I just- even if you did know my name and that's why you messed around with me it never felt like that. It's like when we hung out...i don't know i forgot. You never wanted to understand what it was like and it was nice. To not have that constant voice in the back of my head to act like a diamond. And you never pretended to know or get it you were just like...a friend." I shrug and look up to his questionable face

"Damn if i knew i was being friend zoned i would have stayed on prefect duty" he scoffs and i give him an another glare. "You know what i mean." I look around awkwardly, avoiding his constant deep eye contact.

"You never told me why you didn't do relationships-

"You never asked." I snap my head round with light accusative tone. "That's what i mean you were like the perfect escape from everything. I could spend time with you and relax and then go away and not have to worry about my reputation or commitment" i drone on and he nods lightly, finally looking down. I close my eyes lightly almost disappointed in myself when i realise what im saying.

"Which basically means i treated you like shit." I sigh looking back at him. "Im so sorry" i look across at his smile, that seems to always be there. He shakes his head lightly. "We had some nice times. And i knew what situation you were in. If you needed to use me to escape then i really didn't mind" he raises his eyebrows lightly making me playfully roll my eyes.

...

I smile to myself as i walk along the halls. Cedric and i talked about random things and agreed to be friends before his roommates complained they were waiting to long. So i decided to head back to my dorm. Hopefully my escape would have cleared the house and minds... Or clear the common room so i can get up to my dorm in peace.

Just ask i thank Merlin for making it to the dorm corridor with no one around, i swing the door open and my eyes widen at the sight. V and Ed?! Naked lying in bed with each other!? Since when?!

"Oh my god" escapes my lips and they hustle to cover themselves with bed sheets. My hand whacks over my eyes automatically but before i can process what i say i practically scream "what the fuck?!" I agitatedly raise my voice. How did i not know what was going on? Did Blaise and V break up again? How long have i been completely oblivious to my friend's lives? How long have i been completely detached? Because at the moment as i scan my brain i feel like this whole year I've only thought about...well me.

"Shit. Fuck where are my clothes!" Ed curses as i hear shuffling

"Edmund i swear to god you go anywhere near my bed with your dick it will be chopped off!" I threat and i hear a slight gulp.