Screams

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V tries to shake me awake for the tenth time but i roll over in a grunt

"Seriously i haven't got any sleep! My brain hasn't turned off" i sit up while she looks at me with a stern glare. She crosses her arms as her eyebrow arch's

"Why? Whats on ur mind?"

I gulp as she says it. Debating whether i should even tell her. "You might wanna sit down for this..." i look down at my lap as she suspiciously sits down across from me.

"S were gonna be late-

"Draco and i kissed last night and it was amazing- but i only remembered while walking away that I'm in like a benefits think with Nott and i cant even remember it happening because i must of been so hungover on this thing me and Fred Weasley took the night before that i only remember being with Nott and then having a chat with Draco and then making out with him!" I nervously blurt out and Veronica's jaw drops further by the second.

It's silent for a bit and i bite my nail in suspense. Soon she jumps up screaming as she runs to my uniform. "Oh my gosh this is amazing! He's probably waiting for you at breakfast come on!" She chucks my uniform on me and i quickly bring it away from my face

"V your missing the point! I made a deal with Nott." I sigh as i bring my hands to my head. "So? You dont owe him anything. It's Draco." Her voice echos as she walks into the bathroom.

But why do i feel like i do owe Nott. But it is Draco...

As i walk into the bathroom V is already straightening her hair. "I thought you were disgusted by Nott anyway? What changed" she asks maybe a repelling face.

"He changed...i used to find his personality really cocky but...i don't know he is attractive." I shrug

"You can say that again" V scoffs

...

As we walk into the great hall i take a deep breath. V turns to me, walking backwards, "I'm so exciteddd. Do you think the boys know?" She asks as she turns to keep walking.

I gulp as my eyes fall on him. He looks...happy. Not pissed of like he usually does. He's giving Blaise a shy smile and Ed looks all excited. As we get closer Ed is hitting Draco's arm in excitement. "That means it was good!" I hear Ed's voice faintly.

"Yeah they know" i say to V as we get there. It's silent from them all and V nudges me and she sis with Blaise, making him budge up so she is opposite Ed. They look up at me, waiting to see what i do. Draco looks more hopeful, happy to see me there. While the other are on the edge of their seats like its a show.

I clear my throat a bit as i sit down, looking at them all. After a second V turns to look at Ed. "Soo. Did you hear about...Umm the ministers?" She tries to make a separate conversation and Ed and Blaise make agreeable noises to go along with it. I shake my head lightly as i reach for the coffee. As soon as i do Draco speaks up a bit. "I want to talk to you. I mean away from...the audience" we both turn to see all three of them casually watching. They quickly turn away and carry on with their minister nonsense.

"Um yeah sure let's talk". I pull my hand away from the coffee and he rolls his eyes...but with a smile. An odd occurrence of Draco's. He pours a coffee into my mug while speaking. "I didn't mean now. Eat you didn't eat yesterday" he doesn't say it in a nice tone, like he's trying to keep image. So he carries on with his breakfast and i kinda just freeze. Not really thinking about how i would act and what to do.

"She ate something last night- Ow!" before ed could finish a shuffle comes from under the table and Draco gives Ed a pissed off look while V and Blaise laugh. Before i could even react a harsh arm falls over my shoulder and the owner sits down next to me.

As i turn my head my head mentally hits the table. Not now. "Heyyy wanna hangout tonight...my dorm?" Nott talked to me but I'm only looking across as Draco. His mood immediately dropped, glaring at Nott's arm around my shoulder. "No she doesn't" V gives him a look before looking at me worried. Nott chuckles lightly before tapping my thigh making me snap my head to him.

"You haven't told them?" He says before turning to the other, Ed and Blaise looking confused as what i do. I know i made some sort of deal with him but i thought it'd be behind closed doors. Not in front of everyone in the great hall. "We're a thing" Nott casually says, rolling his eyes to everyone. Ed's eyes widen an V immediately shuts Blaise's mouth with her hand.

As i look towards Draco, biting my lip nervously. He looks oddly not surprised... he's shaking his head lightly and looking down at the table, thinking to himself. And knowing us? I know exactly what he's thinking. How could he believe this would work. We've ruined our friendship. He cant believe he trusted me to be different with him. Even though i always have.

I start to tear up at the thought and quickly get up, rushing off. "Sorry. We were up past curfew" i hear Nott explain like he knows me more than them. But all i hear next is cutlery crashing on a plate and footsteps rushing off behind me. But i don't look back. I know it's him. I wait next to the door, waiting for him to come storming out.

"Draco i-

"So what you came back from fucking Nott and then kissed me like it was a casual Sunday night?!" He yells right at my face completly shutting me up. I gulp lightly as i look at his face. He's hurt but angry and it kills me.

I close my eyes lightly "i don't remember what happened with him." I lightly speak out as i open my eyes again. His eyebrows are furrowed and he's nodding lightly, his eyes glistening not daring to water. "Of course you dont." He goes to walk past me but i grab his arm using all my force to stop him. "No Draco please-

My tears start to fall as i see our whole friendship fall to the ground. "You are Sophia Diamond! God i cant believe i thought that if we kissed you would be different! What am i just another Fred Weasley? Harry potter? Ed? George Weasley? Cedric Diggory? How many guys do i have to name?! I thought this was different! I thought i was different!" He stops screaming to catch his breath and all i can do is stare at him, crying.

"You are different..." i mumble not being able to speak. I never can when he yells

"Then why are you with Nott?! I said to you last night there was something wrong! I asked you if something was wrong! I can tell you're not! I can see your not! You lied to my face! I am different! Im supposed to be your best friend! Im your Draco Malfoy! You literally own me!"

And while he's screaming in my face i have no idea how to react. I feel broken and i don't know how. Because it all makes sense. Everything he's screaming into my face makes absolute sense. But he can read my emotions more than me. Because he knows there's something wrong. But i don't.

"I am obviously not your Draco Malfoy anymore. We fucking ruined everything." He mumbles storming off. Leaving me in the middle of the main hallway, tears streaking my face.

After a minute of standing there i feel a hand touch my arm and quickly turn round to see Nott. "I cant believe you would do that to me!" I scream in his face, angry as ever. He puts his arms up in defence. "Woah i wasn't the one who made an agreement then kissed my best friend" he jokes. "Yeh your friends caught me up. Anywayyy-

"No. There is no agreement. I dont remember shit about that and it's starting to piss me off. You've ruined me. I am not me without Draco! I would have killed myself already if Draco wasn't in my life!" I start to scream at him, letting off any emotion i could to feel better.

He scoffs lightly. "Give it up princess. You told me your deepest darkest secret while high last night and now we have an agreement." He stares into my eyes daringly and i gulp.

...

Draco's POV

"No. There is no agreement. I don't remember shit about that and it's starting to piss me off. You've ruined me. I am not me without Draco! I would have killed myself already if Draco wasn't in my life!" I hear Soph scream at Nott making me

My eyebrows scrunch up and a single tear drops from my eyes as i stare at the wall around the corner from the hallway but i agressively wipe it off before walking away, every thought flooding through my mind

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