MY EVERYTHING ||| Draco Malfoy

Memory

I gulp as i walk into the common room, seeing them all just sitting laughing peacefully in our lunch break. I hesitate before V turns and notices me, making me force a smile onto my face.

"Where the hell have you been?" She gives me a funny look as she gets up from Blaise's lap and runs over, dragging me towards them. "Off fucking one of your whores?" Draco mumbles but as i hear it my whole face drops. Remembering how awful i felt waking up in a random corner of a hallway this morning. He obviously realises as i look into his eyes, mine watering slightly.

"Ignore him. He's been in a bad mood since breakfast" Ed rolls his eyes as he lies on the floor, scribbling some work down. They're all the exact same. But i feel like everything has changed. I immediately force the smile back as i see Draco analysing my face like he does. If anyone will pick up on it it's Draco. He's always been able to tell what's wrong.

"Well sit down then?" V plops back on Blaises lap and they all look up wondering why im just standing there. Without saying a word the whole time I've been here. "I- uhm" i stumble but realise that i cant ignore it yet. I cant sit here and act like everything is ok.

"Im gonna shower" i state as i wonder up the stairs, leaving everyone slightly confused.

...

I scrub my body until i feel like no skin is left. My body doesn't feel like my own. And i just want to go back to feeling before. As i scrub even harder in the steaming shower, my scrubs start to get more aggressive. My anger builds up until before i know I'm sliding down the shower wall, tears blending in with the water. I hug my knees, feeling exposed to myself.

I hear someone knock on the door and a muffled voice by the door.

"Sophia im going to astronomy! I'll tell professor you're sick."

I look up to the ceiling, my head lightly hitting the back wall. I close my eyes lightly, taking a deep breath.

I wait to hear the dorm door close before getting out. I put on some baggy clothes and down a dreamless sleep potion. Wanting to finally escape my mind.

...

When i wake up it's been hours. And as i worry over being dependant on dreamless sleep, a thought comes to my mind. I sit up, realising Veronica now passed out on her bed and grab a hoodie before making my way out.

I go along the boys dorms trying to recall the guys dorm i hooked up with last year, but specifically who he shared a dorm room with. I stop infront of the door, hesitant to knock as i rethink my plan.

Before knowing it my fist has knocked and lowered, waiting impatiently as i hear footsteps on the other side. And before i know it he opens the door.

Theodore Nott leans on the frame with a smirk on his face. "Look who finally thought of me." His smug face makes me regret asking but im as desperate as possible.

"I need to talk to you." I let out a little sigh as i peer into his dorm just to see his roommate. "I do love a good booty call" Nott's smirk widens and sends shivers through my body. He opens the door and leaves room for me to walk in but i look into his eyes, biting my lip due to worry.

"Could we go outside?" I look towards his roommate and then towards him. He lets out a little scoff with a smile. "Come on Diamond. If any chick was gonna do it in a room with someone else there it'd be you-

"This is serious Nott!" I yell, taking another gulp as my eyebrows arch slightly. It soon shuts him up as he tries to read my face but then gives up as he nods, following me out the door.

...

As we reach the lake Nott turns to me finally wanting answers. "So?" He lets out a small sigh

I look around, slightly paranoid before looking back towards him. "You're the best charms guy i know." I slightly build up to it "you know that's not true Malfoy-

As he's speaking i rethink what I'm doing but my body rushes to completely forgetting it happened because im so desperate to forget. So before i could think any longer i blurt it out.

"I need to you to erase my memory."