MY EVERYTHING ||| Draco Malfoy

Broken

WARNING: this chapter is not a direct scene of rape BUT it is right after and refers to it a lot so please if you are uncomfortable i really advise to not read this.

I walk back down the silent halls, McGonogall's words repeating in my head.

Your parents wrote a letter to the school. Saying your owl must be sick as they have not heard back from you. And if you could please use one of the schools owls to write back to them.

Of course they'd say that to the school. They wouldnt want anyone to know their perfect daughter was ignoring them or that there was any problems in the perfect Diamond family.

I scoff as i walk along the hall, but tuning my head as i hear scuffling feet towards me. But there's nothing. I roll my eyes. Probably the paintings.

...

My head pounds as the sun shines in my eyes. I groan as my back aches. As i open my eyes, i look up to see an empty hallway, me curled up in the corer of it. What in the Merlin? I rub my eyes as i look down at myself. My clothes look messy. Like they've been shoved back on, my hair is in nots by my face and there are bruises over my arms.

What happened? There was no party. I didnt get drunk. I barely had any weed and i felt fine?

I lean on my hands to get up but as soon as i stand a sharp pain shoots all the way through my legs and i scream out in pain as i fall back to the floor.

I hear a voice yell out as i lean back up against a wall. Feet coming running towards me as i hear a Weasley voice screaming down the hall. Soon a ginger is by my side.

"Sophia?! What the hell happened?" Fred Weasley looks into my eyes, pure worry filled in them as he looks at me for answers. His voice rings in my head like some horrible hangover.

"I dont know" my voice catches as i speak and Fred looks over my arms as he sees the bruises, then slightly lifts my head, looking at my neck

"Sophia you have bruises everywhere" he whispers softly as he lightly lets go of my chin. My hand reaches up to my neck and tears form in my eyes.

"Why can't i remember anything?!" My breathing starts to quicken as i try to remember last night. I can only remember walking down this hallway

"Im going to take you to madam Pomfrey ok?" Fred's voice seems so far away as my panic starts to rise. "No!" I scream out as he touches me. "You cant please dont" i whack his arms away

I could only think of the questions. From the professors, my friends, my family, everyone in the school. Probably thinking i overdosed or had a 'fun night'. My family would be ashamed and send me home straight away to get a proper punishment. The whole school would talk about it. The reputation i would have as a Diamond would be destroyed.

I just need to figure out what happened. Without getting anyone involved.

"Sophia is don't get what you want?" Fred furrows his eyebrows. "Please just take my to my dorm." I screech out as a tear drops from my eyes.

Soon Freds arms wrap around me and he carries me. But as he goes down the halls he doesn't take me to the Slytherin common room. "No Fred is dont want to go to the hospital wing! Please" i beg as my eyes panic.

"Dont worry. Im taking you to my dorm. You obviously dont want anyone to see you." He turns his head to me as he mutters the Gryffindor password.

He lays me on his bed and stares at me for a second. Before sitting across from me. "Sophia did you...did you do this to yourself?" He asked worried.

I shake my head lightly as my eyes tear up again. "Fred is promise you i dont know what happened." I look back into his eyes, feeling the most venerable ive ever felt.

It was silent for a bit until Fred rushes into his bathroom and then back out, staring at me while he holds a small vile. One ive seen a lot.

"Your legs hurt right?" He questions "yeah-

"And your throat is scratchy, and you have bruises all over you. Your hair is messed up and your makeup is all smudged. Even your clothes are half off." He analyses as i stare back at him, broken.

He reaches the vile over to me and i stare at it for a second before it clicks. I blink for a second before gulping. "Oh my god" i screech out as quietly as possible. "Oh my god!" I say louder as tears start to stream out my eyes and my breath quickens.

"How-

I gasp for air as Fred puts the vile down and comes over. His voice tries to calm me but t feels miles away as i slightly rock. My body feels like it's somebody else's. I feel disgusted in my own skin. Even my own cry's seem to be deafened by my mind. I've been so careful about this. I felt safe at Hogwarts.

...

Water drips down my body as i stand in Fred's shower. My body feels paralysed. I hear a light knock on the door and Fred's light voice. "Sophia? You've been in there a while...i left you some clothes by the door." 

His voice breaks me out my trance and i turn the shower off, stepping out the shower. I star at myself in the mirror. Feeling completly helpless. My hair dripping wet, my makeup scrubbed off in the shower, the bruises still on me. As purple as can be. I take a big gulp planning out how to forget this. I have to.

Sophia Diamond can not go around screaming rape. That's not what a proper women does. That's what i have been taught. A Diamond can not have that reputation.

I take a deep breath in as i talk to myself. Building up the courage.

I cant go around screaming rape. Not only because of the reputation but i will never be able to forget. And i want to forget. I want to pretend like it never happened.

I take another deep breath as i plan. I quickly dry myself. And wrap the towel around me as i slightly open the door. Fred sends me a sof smile from his bed as i take the clothes  infront of the door and go back into the bathroom to change.

I change and towel dry my hair as best as i can before looking at myself again in the mirror. I look around the bathroom and find a painkiller potion to chug, instantly getting rid off the leg pain and throat soreness. I take another deep breath. Step by step. I am just going to forget.

As i walk out the bathroom Fred stands back up, looking at me like im some sort of glass that's going to break at any minute. "What can i do?" He speaks to me like i might attack at him at any minute. "You've done loads-

"I want to help more." He interrupts and its silent for a second "i feel awful. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy" he furrows his eyebrows as he explains. I nod slightly as i look down at my purple arms. "Could you uhm- could our get rid of these" i look at them and he seems to understand. He nods before quickly muttering the spell as the purple on my skin seems to disappear.

I glance over at his alarm clock to see its nearly lunch. I close my eyes slightly as i let out a sigh. This is going to be even harder to cover up. "I think we should go to a professor-

My head snaps towards Fred as he speaks up. He stops as he sees my reaction. "Sophia...you cant just ignore this happened." He looks confused as he tries to explain. I gulp slightly as i look steps towards him "you cannot tell anyone. Please." I squeak out. Forcing myself to not cry. "But Sophia-

"Please Fred!" I raise my voice as i look to the floor. "I just need to forget." I breathe out slowly.

It's silent for a second. And worry fills me as i realise my plan will never work with Fred in my way.

"George didn't sleep here last night." He states. I look at him, confused as he looks off to the side. "What?" I ask confused. "You've been gone for what? 12 hours? If anyone asks you were here. With me" he clears his throat slightly, not making eye contact with me as he is clearly pained by the thought of forgetting.