MY EVERYTHING ||| Draco Malfoy

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"Soph!"

A faint voice brings me back, the grass teasing my shoulders as soft fingers shake them. I must have passed out...

"For fuck sake! Sophia wake up" his harsh voice makes relief wash over me as i squint my eyes open. Draco. He look angry, still but also worried. His eyes are searching over my body and i don't blame his worry. My cheeks are stained with tears, my face is puffy, my hair in knots, my feet bleeding from my run barefoot, even my dress has rips from my hurried flee. My mother is going to be so ecstatic.

"Thank fuck" he mumbles as he sees my eyes open. "What had too much to drink?" He mutters as he looks at me annoyed. But as soon as the words come out his mouth my eyes begin to water again and his face drops. Is that seriously what he thought of? Seeing me in this much of a state and he thought i was so intoxicated i passed out?

"Draco come on let's just find somewhere else. All my roommates are still at the ball?" A whiny voice comes from behind me. As i lean on my elbows i look round to see Pansy Parkinson. Draco's date, crossed arms as she gives me a weird look. As i look back at Draco he looks concerned, his warm hands go on my arms as he evaluates my face, searching for what's wrong.

And that look. The look that tells me i can trust him. That he genuinely is worried. That it is ok to open up to him. The look he has always given me when I'm upset. But this time is different. This time I'm not just upset. Im vulnerable, weak, scarred.

my lip trembles as i force myself to be strong. Stay quiet. Parkinson would be screaming it on the rooftops if not. And as if he knew...

"Pansy?" He looks up at her, smiling calmly

"Mhm" her voice perks up a bit as she finally gets some attention

"Fuck off" his face goes back to his unbothered face as he says it and she lets out a scoff before stropping off. I gulp as she leaves, looking around at the pitch-black night. But Draco's hand is places on my chin, moving it to look in his direction.

"Are you finally gonna tell me what's wrong?" He says lightly, his eyebrows raising slightly. And as i received that look it finally breaks me down. My face immediately points to the ground as i cross my legs, unable to say it to his face.

"I was raped" i squeak out, my voice braking into an ugly confession as my face squeezes up to let the tears flow. "Theodore Nott made me forget all about it as long as i gave him me in return." I explain gasping for air as i look back up to him. His face looked purely of anger. His lips were sucked in, disciplining his mind as he looks into my broken eyes

"And tonight i remembered. He did a shitty spell on purpose because he wanted me to remember and then he did a better one of making me accept it because it would make him feel better." I blurt out looking at the grass next to where he was kneeling beside me

i sob out as i bring my face into my hands, that are kneeling on my knees. "It was him" i state, hardly being able to hear as i replay the look in his eyes at the ball. And as my sobs ring into the silence, Draco's comforting embrace holds me as tight as possible. His face tries to bury into the top of my head as his grip around me tightens.

"Im so sorry i wasn't there for you"

...

"You know what the worst part is?" I press my lips together, my head laying on his shoulder as i look up at the stars. "Im not even grieving over that night. I just feel so unsafe and weak around him it's terrifying to think i have to be near him." I sniff as i wipe under my eyes for tears.

"He is not coming near you again. i am getting him expelled" he spits out in his harsh,posh accent. And i shake my head lightly as i lift my head, looking into Draco's eyes. "No. Please you cant say anything"  i please as my eyes sting from all my crying. "Soph you your delirious!" I flinch lightly at his voice, closes my eyes for a second. Trying to capture one more moment of this safeness. As i open them i shake my head lightly. "You know what will happen...Nott's family have a high blood status here wont get expelled-