save me from them

chapter 9

----- = pov change
- - - - = time skip
***** = flashback/dream

tw: a lot of talk about r@pe, !ncest, r@pe of a m!nor, f0rcefvl e@ting, e@ting really gross things, f0rced svbmiss!on, mentions of heat, $ex during heat, svbspace, they talk about k!nks with seungmin

"o-okay... so uhm.. this was a couple months or so after jeongin left. I was too injured for m-my- the- my.." seungmin took a deep breath "the alphas a-an betas to beat an r@pe me without me dying... so t-this beta took me to their p-place.. treated my wounds.. then told me to turn around. I.. I should've known it was a t-trick but I was just so h-happy that I was finally getting taken care of a-again. he tied me to the b-bed.. r@ped me.. relentlessly... it was t-the worst pain I.. I had experienced. since I had h-healed a little.. I just g-got ripped o-open all over again... like the first time.." seungmin sniffles, taking another deep breath. "I kept s-struggling.. trying to break free... but he ducktaped my m-mouth.. said I was too loud.. whipped me.. until I.. I started feeling fuzzy... like I did t-that one time.. with lixxie.."

"when you slipped into omegaspace?" felix asks and seungmin nods

"y-yeah.. omegaspace. he s-stopped before I slipped.. left me by myself a-all night. next m-morning woke up with scent blockers... they were really uncomfortable because the alphas and betas kept scenting me a lot... roughly... it was so painful. but uhm.. he kept whipping me again.. until I was almost in my headspace... then he'd stop... wait for me to calm down then do it again... went on for a couple of days.. he just kept whipping me until I didn't speak, beg, cry, or move. I had to s-stay tense at all times... couldn't f-flinch... couldn't twitch... had to stay on all fours... for days.. until m-my dad found me.. he killed that b-beta for keeping me from t-them... but t-they were really happy that I was more pliant... I stopped talking a-after that.. I d-did sometimes with omegas.. but very r-rarely. o-or if alphas an betas told me I had to... t-they didn't even care about what he d-did to me... j-just that they couldn't r-r@pe me... t-that day when they found me... I got r@ped all day.. no breaks... one alpha and beta after another... my father... my mother put h-her thing.. in my face.. the private part.. 10 a-alphas and 20 betas.. betas names were kim yujun and hana, yeong ji-san and hyun-jae... there was so many sorry.."

"hey, it's okay. how about we show you some pictures and you pick them out?" jeongin asks and seungmin nods. he pulls them up on his phone and scrolls through slowly. seungmin picks out the ones, tensing once he gets to the last one.

"note that he has identified all of the defendants. this last one is..."

"Pak Sung... he was so cruel.." seungmin sobs, hugging onto felix. "he was the one w-who cut my d-dick.. he came up w-with the presentation c-celebration thing... h-hes the o-one who hurt me when I didn't bare m-my neck for.. he whipped m-me.. grabbed a k-knife.. cut m-my dick multiple times... threatened to c-cut it off.. almost c-cut my scent glands but an alpha stopped him.. then t-threw me out in the snow... all because I... I didn't see him come in the room and b-bare my neck for h-him.." seungmin sniffles "he was s-so scary... he always w-wanted t-to put h-his thing in my mouth.. and have o-others do it with him too... pinched my nose closed when h-he did it. b-broke my jaw at o-one point.. the only thing my mother did heal."

"h-he muzzled and gagged me.... multiple times.... for barking.. he whipped me i-if he saw me lick someone... he gave everyone the i-idea to always make me eat off the floor.. fed m-me this d-dog food in a can.. a-always did my abortions wit s-some of teh alphas.. by beating m-my stomach all day... and they a-all watched him do that... g-got off to it.. c-came on me... everytime..."

the whole room was filled with burnt scents mixing together. hyunjin stopped the recording and hugged seungmin tighter. "I'm so sorry baby, im so sorry." seungmin takes a deep breath, covering his nose to dim the burnt smell. felix opened some windows. "t-theres still m-more.." seungmin sniffles softly and holds onto jeongins hand. "alpha... I don't know if you should hear it..."