save me from them

chapter 16

----- = pov change
- - - - = time skip
***** = flashback/dream

Tw: seungmin is !nsecure in the beginning, mentions of r@pe, overst!mulation, 0ral $ex, they talk about seungmin getting b00bs, they talk about male 0mega autonomy a little

After a few weeks of therapy, seungmin was starting to feel better about being a hybrid. but he still had tough days and of course today was one of them. he felt like hiding, like shielding himself from the world so no one could see that he was a hybrid.

today he decided it would be better to distance himself from the members. after all, they would hate seeing his disgusting ears and tail right? deep down he knew that wasn't true but his mind didn't care right now. it wanted the ears and tail gone right now.

right now, he was in jeongins room 'taking a nap' because he didn't 'feel well' and just wants to be alone. of course jeongin was suspicious of that but he didn't budge. seungmin was thankful because he didn't think he could handle talking right now when his mind was shutting down.

he needed jeongin. right now. because he could feel himself spiraling and sinking deeper into a pit of despair. he knew if this went on any longer, he might actually try and cut off his ears.

so he mindlinks with jeongin.

'innie..

yes seungmo?

can you come here please?

of course baby. is everything okay?

I want to cut my ears off. and my tail.

oh baby... I'm on my way.'

and of course within seconds, jeongin is right next to him. he rests up against the headboard and manhandles seungmin into his lap, having him lay down in between his legs. "I'm here baby. what do you need from me?"

"why do you... why do you like that I'm a hybrid...? I know you do... I know you think it makes me look pretty... but why? all I see is the disgusting things I do. but you still... you love it." seungmin cries softly "how can you love me?"

jeongin feels his heart shatter a little at those words. oh how he wishes seungmin can see himself the way he does. "I love you because you're you seungmin. you are the love of my life, hybrid or not. I love puppy seungmin so much because you look so happy when you shift seungmin. and getting to run around with you, giving you all the pets, playing with you. those are my most fond memories. I get to play with my puppy after all, how could I not be excited!? yeah, you've had accidents in the past but that's okay! everyone has accidents happen at some point in their life. it's not like you intentionally peed yourself or anything, I know you wouldn't do that. plus you have the cutest ears in all of history and they're so soft! same with your tail, and it's so sensitive too which is adorable. I think you could cum just from me stroking your tail. that would be really hot." seungmin turns red, sniffling softly "alpha! you didn't have to say that."

jeongin giggles "I know. but it's just the truth. as are the other things I said. you are an amazing hybrid. and such a good boy all the time. I'm glad you're a hybrid because that's something so unique and it fits you so well." he grabs a small box from his nightstand, making seungmins ears perk up. "see? and your cute ears perk up like that. it's adorable. I got something for you by the way. I was kind of nervous to give it to you because I didn't want you to be offended. I hope it doesn't offend you I just thought it may be nice to have... I don't know." he shyly hands it to seungmin.

seungmin wipes away his tears and opens the box. it was a purple collar with silver moons printed all over it. my favorite color... and my mark?

and seungmin takes a look at the tag. it had his name on it, jeongins phone number, and their address. right then and there, he lost it. tears run down his face as he sobs, holding the collar close to his heart which for some reason makes jeongin nervous.