save me from them

chapter 13

----- = pov change
- - - - = time skip
***** = flashback/dream

TW: mentions of r@pe, seungmin has multiple p@nic @ttacks, bl0wj0b, !nsecure seungmin

"what?" hyunjin asks and jeongin frowns "oh baby..." he pulls seungmin into his lap and holds him close, kissing his head. seungmin sobs in his arms, shaking a little.

"what do you need. do you want them to leave? do you need all of the members? do you wanna be alone?" jeongin asks and seungmin sniffles "just want the memory gone..."

"can I hug you?" felix asks and seungmin nods, breaking down in both of their arms "hyunie... you too.." he sobs and hyunjin quickly goes over and hugs onto him.

"dad told me we were gonna play a game... they rarely played with me so it was weird... told me to take off my clothes... mom took off hers... dad told me to put my dick in her hole. when I didn't he smacked me and shoved me in himself.... forced me to t-thrust into her... then forced myself to.. do it... then said he would smack me if I didn't go faster... did till she... yeah... then he threw my clothes at me and told me to go to my room... he told me when I wouldn't... do that to her... that I would probably be an omega because I was acting like a bitch... that terrified me.. I really didn't want to be an omega... and my dad thought I was going to b-be.." seungmin cried and hugged tightly onto jeongin "alpha..."

"oh I know... I know baby. but you're so strong for powering through that. so strong. don't let anyone tell you different. I know it hurts to know that happened to you. but we're here to talk about it, talk about whatever you want. how you're feeling, if you're scared, if you're hurt. we'll listen to anything you need to get out right now." jeongin holds onto his waist and pecks his lips.

"I feel so hurt... I'm.. so confused. why would they do that to me? I didn't choose to be here. so why are they punishing me!? it hurts so much. I could've had a normal life, I could've felt love, known what clothes were my whole life. not just when I was a kid. I could've had a phone and a tv! I could've read things and talked normally! I could've gone to stores and that place with the pups! I could've had ears and a tail and felt like me being a hybrid wasn't a waste of space. they took so much away from me and it hurts so much. I'm in my twenties and I'm learning stuff people learn when they're 5! it just hurts so much. everything hurts. I'm so upset. because I missed out on so much."

hyunjin holds seungmin a little tighter "we're so sorry baby."

"it's not your guys' fault. it's my parents. and what hurts the most is a part of me still cares about them. a small part. before I turned 7... they were amazing. they would give me nice meals and... sweets? yeah, sweets. they would play with me sometimes and teach me normal things. read to me even. then they just... turned on me. I can remember tiny little glimpses of when they were actual parents, atleast what I think actual parents are, but not much."

"it's valid that you still care about them. even if it's just a little amount. they raised you." jeongin says "don't feel bad, it's perfectly normal."

"yeah... but no matter what, I hate pak sung so much. he's... someone that I'm really glad is getting put in that place. he deserves it for what he did to me. and to the other omegas." seungmin says and felix nods "totally baby. he deserves it."

"thank you guys for letting me just... talk. I feel a little better now. I guess I never realized how much this has affected me." seungmin says and felix kisses his forehead "that's what were here for. I think you should talk to Iseul about this as well."

"I will. can I just... be alone... with innie.. please?" seungmin holds tightly onto jeongin and the other two nod "of course you can baby. if you need us, we'll be in chans room." the two leave and jeongin carefully wraps his arms around seungmin, pulling him closer. "this okay seungmo?"