chapter 14

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----- = pov change
- - - - = time skip
***** = flashback/dream

tw: mentions of r@pe, bl00d, svbspace, jeongin and seungmin fvck for a little, felix watches, crying k!nk, seungmin is hormonal as fvck

when seungmin woke up in the morning, he smells something unfamiliar to him. but it was sweet smelling so that excited him. he stretched and navigated through the cuddle pile to see what the smell was. when he walked into the kitchen he saw minho cooking with a tired looking chan attached to him.

seungmin smiles fondly and goes over to them. "hyung, what are you making?"

"french toast. I think you'll love it. finally, someone else is awake. chan, go cuddle him instead. I need to cook." minho says and chan whines "but what if he doesn't want to, did you think about that?"

"we can cuddle. I'm okay with it!" seungmin smiles wider when chan beams excitedly, rushing over to him and latching on. seungmin gasps when he picks up on his scent. it's a little sweet. he might be in prerut soon.

"what's wrong seungmin?" minho asks and seungmin frowns "smells sweeter. gonna be in prerut soon." seungmin frowns as he thinks about his experiences with alpha's ruts.

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the alpha just relentlessly pounded into him as he cried and begged him to stop. he was in too much pain to handle this for much longer. having just gotten his stomach beaten yesterday, he was still recovering. but the alpha had requested him for his rut and since they knew it wouldn't kill him, just really hurt, they let it happen.

blood was gushing everywhere and the alphas hands were all over him. someone else was holding him down, he had no clue who. it was someone who had just joined. he was suprised he hadn't passed out by now due to the blood loss. because the alpha had been using him all day with very few breaks so the alpha could eat and drink water.

seungmin didn't even know how he still had it in him to beg him to stop. but that soon went away when the alpha started to fuck his mouth. he was close to choking when the alpha passed out from exhaustion, the wave finally being over.
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when seungmins out of the flashback he's on the floor, frantically checking for blood around him. chan was gone and minho was right next to him.

"hey, hey it's okay. you're safe. are you looking for something? what can I get you?" minho asks gently

"blood, there's no blood.. no blood. safe.. I'm safe I'm safe...." seungmin mutters frantically, trying to get himself to realize that he's safe. I'm not there anymore. I'm safe.

within seconds, jeongin is in his field of vision and he relaxes a little. "alpha...?"

"yes baby, it's me. I've got you seungmo. can I hug you?" jeongin asks and seungmin just falls into his arms, sobbing his heart out. because he could still feel the burning and the throbbing pain. "please make it stop alpha..."

"make what stop baby?" jeongin asks, rubbing seungmins back and tracing circles in his palm. "the pain... the burning... it hurts so bad... am I bleeding? feels like I'm bleeding everywhere..."

"no you're not baby. everythings okay, you are safe. we got this okay? tense up all of your muscles." seungmin does so and takes a deep breath in. "good boy. hold it for a little while longer.... great. now relax and breathe out." seungmin does so and slumps up against jeongin.

"how do you feel?" jeongin asks as he carefully picks up seungmin, going to his room and closing the door.

"I'm so sorry... I just... smelling chans pre rut... I didn't expect it to make me have a flashback..."

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