I close my eyes and let the warm bubbly water envelope my body
Today was hard... and embarrassing and confusing
I had a meeting with my record label, the first one ever without my dad, they asked question after question that I had no answer for and kept pressing when the pain made me want to to run.
I need representation, I need to build a new foundation but tonight isn't the night to approach it with Travis, tonight's the night to just be with Travis
"You okay In there?
His voice is soft and filled with concern and I want to jump naked from my bath and wrap myself in it
"I'm just about done" I pull the plug whilst reaching for a soft, white, towel and try not to let my mind overthink what's about to come
After drying myself, I put on only a fluffy white robe, not seeing the point in dressing when the whole point of tonight is to be naked and then leave the en-suite and step into Travis' bedroom
"My God!" I gasp as I cover my mouth in surprise "You did this for me?!"
"I'd do anything for you" he tells me whilst wrapping his arms around my waist and kissing my neck
The room looks beautiful.
The lighting is low and there are dozens of candles and vases of flowers covering every surface, soft acoustic music plays and I can't believe someone would go to so much trouble for me
"I was going to do the whole rose petals on the bed thing and then realised they would get literally everywhere" we share a brief, genuine chuckle and then he looks deep into my eyes and I can almost feel him searching my soul "Is it okay?"
"It's perfect" I kiss his lips "You're perfect"
"I want this is to be perfect for you, fuck, after everything you've been through, you deserve perfect"
"It will be" I assure him whilst taking his hand and leading him to the bed.
Standing beside it, he takes hold of my face and begins to kiss me, slow and gentle like a promise that he's going to take care of me and I feel myself falling deeper into this thing that's growing between us.
We separate as he pulls the white tank top he's wearing over his head and I reach for the belt of my robe but his hands move over mine "let me" and I reply with a nod, my heart beginning to race at the realisation that this is real, after tonight, every thing is going to be different and that thought scares and exhilarates me in equal measure
Travis' long fingers untie the belt easily and then slowly and gently pull it from my shoulders until it pools at my feet and I can tell I'm blushing as his eyes move over me, taking me all in for long enough that I start to feel embarrassed by his gaze
"Fuck, Tay, you're beautiful"
"And I'm yours"
Those words are all it takes for him to take my mouth once more only this time it's not as gentle as before, it's firmer and more greedy, swallowing down my breath as his mouth and tongue work against mine and he lowers me me down onto the bed
I manoeuvre so my head is resting on his incredibly soft pillow as he kicks off his shorts and then moves over me, his hands smoothing over my stomach and my sides as he kisses down my neck and across my shoulder, each kiss soft and deliberate, his heavy breathing communicating that they are also laced in lust
I close my eyes and just surrender myself to this man who has changed my entire life, who started by teaching me how to live and is now teaching me how to love.
My back arching involuntarily as he swirls his tongue around my nipple before closing his mouth around it and beginning to suck and lick and I can feel the heat between my legs catch fire with a want I didn't realise I was capable of feeling, a need to have him in a way I have never experienced before
"Travis please..." but he just places a finger over my lips as he moves to the other nipple and his hand moves to my clit, circling it and massaging it and then smothering it in my own wetness and circling it once more
"Just relax"
I close my eyes and try to steady my breathing, trying not to give in to the fire that's now raging as I feel his fingers move to my entrance and I prepare myself
One finger enters as his thumb continues to move against my clit and I feel myself approaching my climax way too soon so reach down and take his hand in mine, his eyes meeting my own and seemingly reading my mind as he reaches across and takes the condom he left on the side table in preparation
"Tell me you want this" he says as he begins to remove his boxers, his voice dark and low
"I want this, I want you, I'm desperate for you"
His boxers hit the floor and then he takes a second to protect himself before lacing our fingers together with one hand and positioning himself against me with the other
"You sure?"
"Ten million percent" and with that he pushes forward and I cry out at the sensation "Oh my God!"
"You okay?"
"I'm perfect" I assure him as he begins to move, his breath hitting my cheek as my moans of want and pleasure fill the air between us.
The sensation I cant describe as anything other than heaven, a moment when Travis and my bodies and souls collide making us one.
"Oh God" I cling to him as he moves faster and faster, each collision between us sparking white and filled with the most fantastic pleasure.
I pant and moan and give my body over to him completely and he quickly rewards me with a moment I will remember for the rest of my life, cumming hard with the man I now know I love, inside me
