𝒻𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 | TAYLOR SWIFT

godmother

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Blakes POV
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Maybe i shouldn't be this nervous to meet a six year old girl, i mean whats the worst that can happen.

She could hate me.

Thats the worst that could happen.

When Maddie was a baby I dreamt of the days she would come to me for advice. She would tell me about boys and ask her mom when she was next going to see me. I wanted to be the best godmother i could considering Tay trusted me for this role to baby Maddie.

I was going to be Auntie Blake.

The Auntie that hid chocolate bars in her bag for her when we went on girl days to the shops and always got told of for buying her sweets when she wasn't allowed to be eating sugar.

But those shitty people took her before i had the chance and now i have to prove to my little bean that i can still be that person for her even i haven't been able to the past 5 years.

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When i got to the stadium, i show my pass to the staff and they immediately let me in, showing me to Taylors dressing room.

I can hear the sound checks happening already meaning that Maddie is probably by herself in here with staff so i walk as fast as i can to make sure she is okay.

Standing outside of the dressing room door is even more nerve racking. I give myself a moment to collect myself and take a deep breath plastering a small smile on my face to cover the anxiety.

I open the door and there, sat on the small couch with her small stubby legs crossed and a fluffy bunny teddy crushed in her arms is the sweet girl i have only got to imagine seeing again.

Its her. From her curly blonde locks to her piercing blue eyes, i just know it's our Maddie.

She has changed so much yet not at all.
Like the image i had created in my head was exact and her features had grew even similar to her mom's.

My feet seem to walk on their own as my mind is completely blank at this point and before i can even stop myself and say something, i am right in front of her.

She looks up into my eyes innocently and i almost sob right then and there.

I don't even say anything as i throw my arms around the tiny child. Her confusion is evident on her face yet she hugs me back as if she knows i needed it.

Her small arms, not long enough to reach the full way around my neck just sit gently around me as she comforts me.

She. Comforts. Me.

I release my hold on her knowing she is probably a little nervous now as well because i just came out of nowhere and hugged her and instead offer her a smile.

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Maddison's POV
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When taylor left i felt a little pit in the bottom of my stomach like when i hear the sound of Daddy coming into my room or when i accidentally make a loud noise after Mommy told me to be quiet.

I guess that i could say the pit is a feeling i get before something bad happens.

Maybe Taylors friends who are looking after me tonight are the reason. I really hope they're nice to me like Taylor is because i don't like the feeling i get when someone says something nasty to me.

Taylor promised me that they are nice but Daddy also promised me his friends from his work were nice and they most certainly weren't.

I rub the teddy Andrea got me against my cheek, feeling the soft fabric tickle my skin in a consoling way.

I think this is the first time i have ever had a teddy before that hasn't been taken from me by Phoebe and i am going to treasure it forever even when Taylors test comes back and i go have to go home again.

Maybe i will be able to hide it under my bed or something so mommy and daddy don't find it and give it to my sister because it will be the only thing i have left from Taylor and Andrea and i think i will miss them.

Granny always says i am needy. She says that's why no one wants me, so i guess even though i will miss them they won't miss me back. Maybe they will be happy i am gone as well.

Being so lost in my thoughts i didn't even process the sound of the door to the dressing room opening and the soft click of heels on the ground until a woman slowly approaches me from beside the couch i am currently sat on, she walks slowly as if she is trying not to frighten me.

Neither of us say anything and it reminds me of when i see people walking there doggies on the street and the dogs start sniffing each other to see if the other is a threat.

The woman doesn't seem like a threat so I don't flinch when she wraps her arms around me in a bone crushing hug.

I do whimper though at the feeling and she inhales my scent as she lays her head in my neck.

I think back to the times i did this to Taylor.
When i would wrap her in a hug with no warning or when she would do the same to me. It was normally when i was upset or when she wanted to reassure me.
or simply when one of us wanted to feel warmth and comfort of the other, so i imagine this woman wants that too.

I cautiously wrap my arms around her neck and embrace her in a hug and i swear i hear a small sniffle as she lifts me from the couch and invites my legs around her waist to carry me.

A/N- trying to write a few chapters today so hopefully another one will be out today as well!

What do you think of Blakes POV>>>>