F(6) MY LIGHT

CH 52 - GIVING UP

Dunk turned to the side, just closed his tired eyes to rest, thinking why didn't he just die? Lying here now will only make him more tired. Joong saw Dunk lying on his side, so he went to push him back to lie down straight. He had a wire stuck in his arm, but he was still lying on his side. That's not good for the patient. Dunk was pushed back. He didn't want to. He reached out and pulled the medicine line in his hand, causing blood to flow out. Joong saw his actions and immediately shouted

"Dunk, are you crazy?"

Joong grabbed Dunk's hand, but Dunk seemed to have lost his temper, he tried to pull his hand out of his hand.

"Let go! I don't want to be here!"

Dunk shouted, he tried to get out of bed, wanted to rush out of the room but Joong stopped him from doing so. Joong knows that a large percentage of patients who wake up after committing suicide will
have a spirit like this, no one can control themselves. Looking at the person in front of him like that, he didn't expect that one day he would have to stop him like this

"Dunk, calm down, you can't leave here right now."

Dunk was powerless to struggle away completely, but still couldn't, and finally shed tears because of self-pity. Why did he use his voice to advise me? I don't need it anymore, why every time I try to forget him, he appears in front of me. Dunk stopped struggling, he ignored him and lay down on the bed, letting him wipe the blood off his hands, he lay motionless like that for a long time.

Silence covers the entire room, a solitude covers every object here, especially the body lying on the bed. The moonlight from the window, even if it shines in, cannot brighten the face. that person's face, because deep in that other's eyes was a color of sadness and pain. That figure kept looking at the sky, wanting to find a star to look at, but why couldn't he find it? Today, those stars have escaped him, leaving only one sky

"Joong"

Dunk looked out at the sky and called out to Joong. He was putting his medical equipment back and was also surprised by his call. It was so soft, as if he wanted to tell him something. Joong turned back to look at him, waiting to see what he said.

"Up until now, there hasn't been a trace of me in your heart, right?"

Dunk slowly turned to look at him and asked, the question seemed to confirm whether he had ever had any feelings for him. But wait, why didn't he say anything? Dunk smiled bitterly

"I give up, from now on I won't love you anymore, there won't be a Dunk Natachai that loves you anymore. Joong, you won, I've given up, I give up"

Dunk was tired of pursuing this unrequited love, he chose to give up, he would live only to love himself. After more than two years of blindness, Dunk finally wanted to end it. Joong heard Dunk say this and looked at him for a long time. The two people's eyes met each other, but why was one person in a bad mood, the other person in a confused mood with himself. Dunk looked at him like that, before he pulled the blanket back to sleep and gave him a word

"There are some things that you should leave if you leave them for too long, right? When you feel they are no longer suitable, you will choose to give up."

After Dunk finished speaking, he didn't pay attention to him anymore, he wanted to rest. Joong heard his words, his heart suddenly ached, his words were exactly the same as what Phuwin had said to him. Dunk probably felt that his feelings were no longer suitable to pursue him anymore. He used more than two years of his time, which was more than enough to give up, to give up something he pursued meaninglessly. Joong looked at Dunk lying on the bed, he suddenly felt pain when he heard him say that sentence, it was even more painful when he heard Phuwin reject his confession. Could it be that he really loves Dunk,  like Phuwin once told him?

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Pond returned home precisely because his mother flew to Thailand to visit for a while in Germany, as well as to see how he managed the company here. As soon as he entered the house, he saw two boxes of stuff piled up in the house. He just sighed. Lertratkosum's main house is not that small, but his mother likes to put the things she buys in the living room. Gemini came here a long time ago, was sitting watching TV with his grandfather, saying he was watching TV but in reality Gemini was more focused on his phone. He invited Fourth to do a joint report tomorrow, but he still hasn't replied to him.

Pond entered the house, as usual there would be a shared meal. After eating, everyone returned to their respective rooms, except for Pond's mother who dragged her away to talk. It had been a long time since the two of them had seen each other, and his mother wanted to say a lot of things.

"Pond, it's been so long that you still refuse to find a daughter-in-law for me."

"Oh mom, I don't want to"

"Don't want anything, at this age, your father even married me earlier than you."

"What do these two things have to do with each other?"

"Yes, I mean, I want you to get married now. Any man or woman is fine, as long as they're cute, obedient and polite, I'll approve them all."

"Oh mom, don't rush me, I don't want it yet"

"I don't want or can't forget Tael yet"

When Pond heard this, he could only stay silent. He must have never argued with his mother.

"Sigh, a few days ago I met a very handsome boy, exactly the type of guy I like. He even helped me carry things to put them in the car. He's such a good kid. When you look at him, you can tell right away that he's a kind person."

"Mom, why are you telling me this?"

"So I told you to find someone like that boy and bring it home to mom?"

"You just met that guy for the first time, it's not so easy to differentiate between good and bad."

"How dare you criticize your mother's eyes?"

Pond was severely beaten by his mother. Only when he was with his mother did he talk a little more. But Pond still maintained his usual indifferent appearance, silently listening to his mother's ramblings for a long time, then finally ignored his mother and went upstairs. If he stood with his mother again, he would probably be told to get married.