F(6) MY LIGHT

CH 63 - DON'T BLAME YOURSELF

The space of the room suddenly became quiet, everything seemed to begin to fall into a tense state, Fourth's eyes made everyone seem silent, he looked straight into Phuwin's eyes. Dunk was sitting on the bed next to Phuwin, he was the first one to look at those papers, his heart seemed to realize what Fourth was asking about. Dunk looked at Phuwin who was motionless on the bed. Perhaps Phuwin himself was not ready to tell the truth, but was quickly discovered by Fourth. Everyone in the room, except for Arm and his colleagues who visited Phuwin today, were confused and didn't know what was going on. Dunk, Pond and Gemini already knew the truth. Everyone was tense because of his Fourth's attitude.

"Fourth...I.."

"Tell me, why did you hide such a big thing from me? Do you consider me your brother?"

"Fourth... You are my favorite little brother, I don't want to hide it from you, I was looking for the right time to tell you"

Phuwin couldn't sit still anymore. He jumped up and grabbed Fourth's hand, afraid that Fourth would be angry with him for this. His voice gradually became shaky and urgent.

"So you think I'll be happy now, when I'm the reason your life is like this?"

Fourth was starting to lose his composure, his eyes gradually became red, tears were welling up just waiting for the moment to flow out, but still could not fall. Fourth swallowed everything inside, just looked at Phuwin with painful eyes, how could he not blame himself, what he should have endured, Phuwin had to bear for him, agreeing that Phuwin loves him the most, because he is Phuwin's younger brother and only relative, but why did he risk his life just for him, from working overtime at the bar, to being taken away by Min because of his involvement? related to him, but there's nothing more painful than when he learns the truth that Phuwin sacrificed his eyes for him, exchanging his freedom and health to suffer from that strange disease. Even so, Fourth No matter what, this truth cannot be accepted now.

Phuwin looked at Fourth, his eyes shining with confusion. Dunk knew the two of them needed to talk privately, so he pushed everyone out and pulled Pond out, otherwise he would probably stay here and watch what was going on. The room was returned to its existing silence, leaving only Phuwin and Fourth facing each other. Phuwin looked at his younger brother, feeling the most pain in his heart. The thing he feared had finally come, Fourth blamed himself, something Phuwin did not want

"Fourth, don't blame yourself, I'm your family member, these are the things I want to do for you, I will love and take care of you on behalf of our parents, don't be angry with me, Fourth"

Fourth heard Phuwin's words and suddenly burst into tears, trying to hold back in front of everyone was enough. Phuwin hugged Fourth tightly, feeling the trembling through those small shoulders, he also shed tears. Fourth put his arms around Phuwin, rubbed the  into Phuwin's arms and cried

"If you do that again next time, I will be angry with you."

Fourth whimpered, this little brother really needed comforting. Phuwin patted Fourth's shoulder to comfort him. Fourth finally knew about this, fortunately Fourth understood, but Phuwin was still worried that Fourth would still blame himself later.

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Dunk stood outside the door, just in time to encounter Joong who was coming to see Phuwin's condition. Never before had a hospital room been so crowded. At that time, several people in the department said a few words to Dunk and then left, leaving only Pond, Dunk, Gemini and Joong standing in front of the door. Joong saw Dunk and quickly approached but was quickly stopped by Pond. He must have asked Dunk why he committed suicide. Dunk refused to say, but he must have guessed that it was probably because of that unrequited love. He knew that Dunk had been unrequited with someone before, but Dunk didn't tell him who that person was, until he discovered Joong's picture in Dunk's wallet that he knew.

Dunk can easily affect his health. If he is mentally unstable, his stomach pain can often recur. Recently Dunk's health has stabilized, but it's uncertain whether Dunk will still be able to calm down after meeting the person in front of him. Dunk saw Pond standing in front of him. He knew Pond was worried about him. He didn't want the situation to become tense. He just held Pond's arm.

"Pond, can you take me home? Gemini will tell Phuwin and Fourth to help you later."

Dunk pushed Pond away, he himself didn't want to see Joong now anyway. Pond was about to leave but turned to Gemini

"Gemini, are you coming back?"

"No, I'll stay with Fourth."

"Since when are you so close to them?"

"It's been a long time, moreover, Fourth is now my lover, I want to stay with him"

" Huh!!!"

Gemini's words were successful, causing the other three people to suddenly burst out loud. Dunk and Joong could understand, because they saw that Gemini was very close to Fourth, but the other person, Pond, didn't know anything, he was the one who was the most surprised, looking at Gemini for a while, he suddenly felt a little " not happy", maybe it's because Gemini is popular with them again. But Pond doesn't have much of an opinion. It was Gemini's life and he didn't want to interfere. Dunk knew that if he waited too long, Pond would ask more questions, so he pushed him to leave quickly. Gemini sat down and continued to wait, while Joong motionlessly looked at Dunk. Indeed, Dunk had avoided him. His biggest mistake was realizing his feelings for him too late, and now he wanted to pursue him. Is it too late?