Her Steps (GS #1)

Chapter 5

Natabig pa namin ang paso na nasa tabi ng hagdan nila nang iupo ko siya sa ikalimang baitang ng hagdan.

"Ahm..." Itinuloy ko ang paghalik sa kaniya, her tongue now playing with mine.

I can't believe I've been playing with her mouth to get that damn strawberry-flavored tongue and saliva.

"Your lips are so soft." She said in between our kisses.

"Yeah? Do you not want Ray's lips anymore?" I continued kissing her para hindi na siya sumagot. I'm sure she'd hurt my ego if she answered that.

"Hhmm, Jhie—wtf?" Lumayo ako nang bumalik ako sa katinuan.

I need to get away from her bago ako tuluyang kainin ng pagnanasa sa kaniya. I have to remind myself she's a damn innocent marshmallow.

"T-that's our lesson no.1," I said. Napaawang ang labi niya.

"You've got to be kidding me." She shook her head in disbelief.

"Lesson 1, Tienn, lesson 1." Mariin kong sabi bago siya tinalikuran.

"Then let's have our lesson 2!" Frustrated niyang sabi.

Napapikit ako sa narinig ko. Jhiezzel, control yourself. You're not gonna fvck a conservative woman, you're not tainting her.

"Save that for some other day." Akmang lalabas na ako ng pinto ng bahay nila when she spoke again.

"Nandidiri ka ba sa akin?" I was stunned.

What the hell is she talking about? Ano'ng nandidiri? I almost lost control at muntikan ko na siyang... damn it. I really can't play fire with a conservative innocent woman, naguiguilty ako.

"Jhiezzel, tell me. Nandidiri ka ba sa'kin kasi babae ako? Hindi ka ba humahalik ng babae? D-dapat ba sa lalaki ako magpaturo? I just thought maybe it's okay if a woman would teach me—,"

"I'm a bisexual, Tienn." I said as I looked at her. Bakas ang gulat sa mga mata niya.

"I should've told you kung nandidiri ako the first time you asked me to do it. Hindi ako nandidiri, I've made out with girls too." Nanlaki ang mga mata niya sa sinabi ko.

That's right little woman, alamin mo ang mundong pinapasok mo. Hindi mo alam ang mundong ginagalawan namin ni Raylon.

"A-akala ko straight ka, sorry."

"Kung straight ako, hindi kita hahalikan sa labi... which made me think too." Umiwas siya ng tingin sa akin nang kumunot ang noo ko as I approach her with what came into my mind.

"You're not straight, are you? You wouldn't ask me, of all people, to teach you how to kiss or how to fvck if—,"

"When's our lesson 2?" Bumalik ang ngiti niya which is very suspicious at the moment.

"I'm outta here." Lumabas na ako nang tuluyan sa bahay nila.

Napabuga ako ng hangin dahil sa nangyari. An innocent... conservative woman, could it be that she's not straight? I am not to judge but it's making me curious.

Damn, marshmallow.

Umiling iling ako bago naglakad lakad para ifamiliarize ang sarili sa lugar. Hindi ito ganoon kalayo sa coffee shop namin kaya naman tumawag ako ng tricycle para sumakay patungong coffee shop. Naroon din naman kasi ang sasakyan ko.

Nang dumating ako ay nagsasara na ang mga tauhan ni Mommy. 8:38pm na at sinunod naman nila ang sinabi kong magsara ng 8:30pm.

"Ma'am Jhiezzel! Akala ko po hindi na kayo babalik." Halatang nagpapacute pa ang babaeng ito.