Mayor Alice Guo one Shot(GXG)

I don't want to hurt you.

Y/n pov

Since we left the bamban, one of my girlfriend happiness she changed. After what happened on her second hearing her mental health got worse even our relationship. She's always busy kaya I always give her space everytime she needs to be alone and I respect her decision kaya lumalayo na muna ako. She's always crying why the world is cruel to her that affect on her health kaya bawat linggo nasa hospital kami kase napapa bayaan na niya ang sarili niya.

Naawa na ako sa kalagayan niya kaya I decided to stay on her side para if she's gonna cry again ay anjan ako sa tabi para may mayakap siya at masandalan. As her girlfriend I promise to her na I will stay on her side worse or not I'm still gonna stay on her kaya I always take care of her at napapansin ko medyo nagiging okay na siya kase nakakangiti na ito on tumatawa,pero yun ang akala ko...

It's the middle of the night when I suddenly woke up because I noticed my girlfriend is not on my side but I saw her shadow galing sa balcony kaya I leave the bed and wearing my slippers before walking to her, I saw her standing on the balcony watching the bright moon and stars kaya I quietly stepped on the balcony.

"Hey" I whispered para hindi siya magulat.

She immediately look at me as I goes on her side.

"What are you doing here?" I asked

"Nagpapahangin lang" she whispered as she look straight forward again on the view.

"Okay ka lang? You should rest na lang" I spoke as I put my hands on her shoulder.

She didn't look at me or kahit salita wala ako narinig, she keep quiet so I decided to keep quiet na lang din but I'm still looking at her.

"Let's break up" she suddenly said that make me shocked.

"What?" I muttered

Finally she look at me but her eyes is now filled with tears and ready to flow on her cheeks.

"I don't want to hurt you y/n, I love you so much kaya ayoko kita madamay sa nangyayari sa akin" she said that make her tears flow on her cheeks.

"N-no" I whispered

She's now facing me kaya I the same too, she take my hands and slowly kissing it.

"I'm now useless y/n, I'm not the alice you've meet the strong alice na masayahin at makulit na nakikilala mo. I leave the bamban kase ayoko sila madamay sa mga problema ko na dapat ako lang ang haharap at lalaban, mostly you y/n." She said as she cupped my cheecks.

My eyes slowly filling with tears as I saw her breaking down Infront of me but I keep silent.

"Remember my promise? Na I will do everything to keep you safe kaya that's why I'm pushing you away. I want to protect you y/n because my situation is not easy of what everyone think lalo't na may kaso na ako, I don't want to leave you behind kaya ngayon unahan mo na ako.. ako na ang iwan mo" she added as I feel her tears dripping on my hands that she's holding it and keep kissing it.

I can't take it anymore sobra na ako nasasaktan nakikita siya ng ganto.

"No.. no alice I will never lea-"

"You have to! I already buy you a ticket para makabalik kana sa family mo sa bamb-"

"No! Alice I love you so much! Why can't you understand na I will stay here facing all your problems because we're gonna stick together! We're gonna fight together! I don't care if your gonna push me away kase mag stay pa din ako sa tabi mo sa ayaw at gusto mo!" I said between of sobbing.

I immediately pulled her for a tight hug because I want to let her feel what my heart is screaming and my feeling her my sincere. I feel she hugged me back so tight.

"You're always be  part of me and I'm part of you definitely. You don't know how to escape me because you're always be my baby" I whispered.

I continue rubbing my other hand on her back while the other is on her head, I'm kissing her head as I heard her cried on my shoulder and feeling her tears on my shoulder.

"My baby let it out what you feel right now. Let me feel your pain cause I don't want to see my baby suffering her pain all herself kaya let out what you right now" I muttered.

I feel her body fall on me and I know her knees got weak because she's been crying kanina kaya we both slowly sit on the ground as she buried her face on my neck still crying. I'm wrapping my arms around of her while crying too because it's hurts seeing her like this. After 30 minutes she's slowly calming down kaya I decided to tell her what's my plan.

"You don't deserve this my alicia... Kaya let's escape the reality" I whispered

She look up to me as I look down on her wiping the tears on her cheeks.

"Let's run away, I know your tired and I'm tired too of seeing you like this" I said as I tigth the hug.

"Are you coming with me?" I whispered

She stays quiet while looking at my face as I continue brushing my finger on her cheeks.

"Y-yes" she whispered

I smiled on her as I pulled her again for a tight hug, my tears I've been figthing not to fall ay kusa na nahulog sa kanyang balikat dahil mas pinili niya sumama sa akin kesa harapin ang kanyang mga problema.

Kinabukasan ay agad na din kami umalis at pumunta sa malayo lugar, malayo sa lugar na kung saan lagi sinasaktan si alice. We're now in the private jet holding her hand while watching the beautiful view on the window, I look at alice who's looking at the window but she noticed me kaya napatingin din siya sa akin. We smiled each other and slowly moving close as our lips met sharing our connection together, after we kissed we stick our arms together as we both ended up sleeping together pero ngayon hindi na sakit ang dahilan kundi saya na.

           Little reminder for you
    
               From your author.

"If you're tired then rest but you will never give up, pain is part of your life so feel it because there will be consciences, how much you feel the pain? There will be more blessing and love will coming on your life that make you realize na your strong pala because you didn't give up you didn't listen on negatives voice that keep pulling you down. And that's the conscience of your life."

"If you can't handle your problems then let god know your pain because he can see how much pain you have even you can't say it everything to him. God is our protector and he know everything about you, he's always watching you until you grow up and become a men/women he see you becoming strong and independent child. Let lord help you.."

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