It was a pleasant morning, bathed in a soft golden light, perfect for indulging in a lazy moment together. I was back in the arms of my ex-husband... my only husband, actually, Joe. Being with him there was wonderful, but I questioned every second if I was doing the right thing.
The last years of our marriage had not been easy. Joe had fallen into a deep depression, and it seemed like he was in a free fall. At least he wasn't like that anymore. That was a good thing, a small comfort amidst my swirling thoughts.
After Joe died, I mourned deeply. I tried to find happiness again, to rebuild my life from the shattered pieces. And then I got involved with the whirlwind that was Cesar.
Cesar.
His name lingered in my mind, a constant reminder of my inner turmoil. Should I stay with Joe, or should I consider our relationship over and assume that I should now be with Cesar? But how could I move forward if he didn't want me anymore?
Would the right thing be to stay alone?
"I know your head must be spinning..." Joe said softly, gently stroking my head.
Then he hugged me, in that way that you can only hug when you've just woken up. So cozy, so warm! His embrace felt like a sanctuary, a place where I could momentarily escape my worries.
"Whatever you're feeling... or thinking..." he kissed my head, "it's okay."
I didn't know exactly what he was referring to. Did he think I felt guilty for being with Cesar, or did he know that I still thought about him? And there was no way to ask these things.
"You'll see that you don't need to worry about anything. It's all okay," he reassured me, his voice a soothing balm to my troubled mind.
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Real.Doc - Part 2 - Joe (English Version)
General FictionHello, my lovesss! Thisss part of Goldie's life eess a true walk in the park, but with a touch of drama! She trieeess to rekindle her marriage with TeddyBear, or... Joe. Thisss attempt at reconciliation wasss doomed to fail, even before he succumbed...
