I Only Know How To Love

21: Jack

It finally happened. Mrs. Dan banned me from dance class. It was bound to happen that they would find out about me assaulting Cashmere and then trying to kill her. It was all my parents doing, except for the rape of course. That was just to see what would happen and what she would do. "Why are you here to walk with me?" I ask Janis as she walks me out of the Jubilee. "Probably because Mrs. Dan wants to make sure that you get out of here by causing trouble," she tells me. "That does make sense," I tell her, sulking. "I don't understand. Why would you hurt Cashmere?" Janis had asked. I could tell she wasn't just trying to make conversation.

"Because of my parents. They're the ones making me do this," I tell her. "Why would they do that?" She asked me. I was getting tired of the questions, so I just told her, "It's complicated." Furious at me, she yelled at me in the face, "It doesn't give you a reason to just rape Cashmere whenever you want." "I know that!" I yell at her in the face. She can bite my ass for all I care. "So why don't you just admit that you're a rapist?" She yelled back. "Because I'm not!" I yell back. "Why did you kill Anika then? Did your parents ask you?" Janis had asked. I didn't like where this was going. "No they didn't. That was only because she didn't say anything about who else knew about the assault. I just told you!" I tell her, trying not to raise my voice. "So you admit that there were some things that they didn't ask you to," Janis said in a rather snarky tone of voice. "Janis, just go back before I hurt you myself," I tell her. "I'm not going anywhere. Not until you admit what you've done," Janis tells me. Okay, now that is it. "Good. Cause then you're never going to hear me," I tell her.

Reaching into her chest, I felt her heart and ripped it out. As she fell to the floor, I dropped her heart onto the floor and headed home. Hopefully once someone from dance class sees her, they'll know not to cross me. Once I had got home, Liam and Jennifer were asleep. I snuck into Liam's gunroom and grabbed different parts for a bomb. I had put a bomb together, and I waited for the morning. I snuck into the dance room through the window before school started. Putting the clothes on the floor, I had set the bomb to go off at 10:30, during dance class, hid the bomb under the clothes, and headed back home.