Creepypasta research/experiences

#54 Trying To Interact. + More.

I can't believe I have to say this but DO NOT R3P0RT ME FOR SUI IDEATION, I AM FINE MIND YER BUSINESS BUDDY BOY.

So I've been a bit skeptical, also suicidal these past days and stuff. So let me start from the beginning- Yesterday morning.

I just woke up normally, but my mood was down and I had no appetite whatsoever. After a while that I was on the laptop my mood would only decrease, and decrease. Even my friend noticed and asked me if something was wrong and that she was worried, ofc though, I lied and said I was fine, wouldn't want to burden her with my problems.

Kept almost crying and stuff, saying this was all a delusion of mine and that there's no point in anything, aswell as looking up how much brufen it'd take for me to, yk, die. I did not get any results, and I even tried cleverbot whom usually has no filter, and well.

It didn't really work and it only pissed me off.

A bit later I take my earbuds out and just lay my head on the table, i feel something on my shoulder but I assume it's just me. Since I was really just doubting everything.

After a day of misery, I was laying in bed, crying a little, and something was touching me, but I ignore it because I had just lost hope and thought I was a delusional dumb teenager.

Thennnn, after I've eaten dinner since I had a little appetite left (and didn't wanna risk weight-loss plateau) I laid down on my bed and asked if he (tim/masky) could touch my hand, I know that's weird but I was testing things out. I asked it in my head like someone else has and gotten results.

After a bit I did feel a weight on my hand and stuff. I just keep trying, I also feel a few touches elsewhere like my side and my legs.
I now, put my hand in the air and asked in my mind if he could touch my hand again, which I did again, feel something touch my hand. Also kind of pushed my hand lol.

Then I ask if he can poke my cheek, it wasn't exactly a poke but it was like some finger 'poked' my face really lightly. I kinda meant for him to poke me hard but yeah. I also asked him to bang on the walls or flick my forehead but he didn't do either. 

I later on, am on a chair smoking and I ask him 'Can you touch my hair, if that's okay with you'' because usually I feel hair strokes, and nope, nothing. I also had finished the cig so I got up and went back to my room.

ONLY then did I genuinely whisper (instead of saying it in my head-) if he could say something, but he didn't, and I don't know if he even heard me since it was a bit loud, but, I'm simply going to like, try, to interact since I never do. 

Any recommandations on how to interact with him are welcome! I don't think repetitively asking him to touch my hand or something is a normal thing. Plus I have to consider his comfort zone- what he's okay with- and what he actually wants to do, and when he wants to do them. So I cannot really jump to conclusions all that easily.

update later, I was in the bathroom and I think i kinda heard a whisper 'Hey!' but I didn't listen to it, later im in my room and my lil brothers out n my older brother is on the top bunk (i got the bottom bunk) andd i said out loud, not a whisper ''i dont know if that was you there,'' *opening a literal water bottle cuz i js smoked and im thirsty mf* ''there,'' *pause* ''my brother cant hear this,'' *swig of water* ''im sorry if i ignored you''

I don't know if he heard that or not.

Later AGAIN, I went out of my room to eat, and I saw Masky crouched at the bathroom for a second. Pretended it was nothing, cuz mom was there and she didn't seem like she saw anything just kept dancing like a weirdo.

LATER ON YET AGAIN, It's around 8-9 P.M.

I was researching and translating some more into english, i get really tired out of nowhere? I'm not sure why.

After a bit i got outside and i saw a black car, I've seen a few ones drive slow, but this one was even slower.i didnt snitch bc im no snitch anddd later on i hear like someones walking up? yk since u have to walk up a small hill to get to our house here in the mountains, surrounded by woods. My mom says she keeps hearing noises, she thinks it's probably the fox that comes around here for food often, though it was heard at different parts, and I felt more paranoid when I saw the car aswell, and not to mention feeling watched.

update 00:00 - 02:04 AM, 19/07/2024
i was sleepy asf bc i alr got tired after a bit of research as I mentioned earlier, and i took melatonin to increase it, and as I'm laying on my stomach I felt hands on my back, and my legs a bit, aswell as my hair, at separate times

Another thing, I was sitting outside, writing in my notebook (a poem, nothing special) and had a cig, my mom joined me 'cause she wanted to, and we kept hearing leafs/tree branches crunching and stuff as that, she went inside for a moment and as she did, I heard two men's voices. I can't recall if they sounded like T/M or H/B (Tim/Masky or Hoody/Brian) since for some reason I forgot, so I won't be pointing fingers at either. I can't tell the language they're speaking as they're too far to be audible, but mom couldn't hear it since she was inside, and I haven't told her, as I didn't even tell her about the car I saw which I didn't snitch on. Mom thinks it's another animal that could've jumped upon the gate or whatever it's called since it's low enough for that and she knows the steps of the fox that comes around frequently for food.

After a bit she got panicked (she did stay a bit calm but her demeanor and tone of voice gave it off.) and we had to go inside. I didn't really feel threatened, I just wanted to write my poem in the silence of the night.

Little note: sorry for not always adding the times, I tend to write them hours after or minutes after rather than immediately, and I don't usually check the time and have quite a bit lost 'conciousness' of time, so I don't know how to tell how many minutes/hours have passed unless I checked the time beforehand. I will be trying to keep the times in mind, but again I really apologise for it.

19/07/2024 14:11
earlier i felt smt htouch my thighs as i was smoking, then a lil seconds ago i was layin on my back and i felt a hand on my thighs, checked and it wasnt insects, kinda pushed my lgeg, heard a whisper im not sure if that was fr a whsper or smth else like a sound, and also on my face wich startled me for a sec