I wish I didn't love you so much.
This wouldn't have hurt so much then.
I know I can never reach you and my heart hurts.
I fell in love with an impossible love.
You do not exist.
I love you without seeing you.
I am feeling.
I wish we could meet one day.
Then you would see and understand how much I love you.
But you'll never know.
You are my number one.
Wish you were here.