He uses your past against you

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by meekle-

by meekle-

"How could you be so stupid!" Luke yelled following me into the house. I huffed, and dropped my bag, running up the stairs. "I didn't even do anything!" I yelled back. I walked into our room, and removed my shirt, leaving me in my sports bra. I slipped off my pants, and then pulled out Luke's red blink 182 shirt out. I threw it over my head, and walked into the bathroom.

"What do you mean you didn't do anything?! You were flirting with ever guy you saw, and then you danced on like three of them! I wish we would've never even gone to that party!" He yelled, and ran a hand through his hair. I pulled my hair up into a messy bun. I took off my makeup while he went on about how immature I was being.

"It's just like sophomore year. You were over every guy you could find!" He yelled, and I glared at him. "Luke. Don't talk about that." I warned, "Not my fault you shoved your tongue down every guys throat. You were such a slut, and now it's coming back!" He yelled, and sat down on the bed.

A tear fell from my eye, and I looked down. He's right. I used to have a horrible reputation in school, but then when I met Luke, I finally learned what true love felt like, and I never wanted to let it go.

"Luke I'm not a slut." I mumbled, and wiped my face off. "Oh really? Because you weren't exactly being classy." He said sarcastically, and I felt my lips tremble. I let out a quiet sob, and I tried holding them in so much that it felt like I was gonna be sick.

I leaned over, and placed my elbows on the counter in the bathroom, leaning my forehead onto them. "You need to realize when guys start looking for long term girlfriends, they're not gonna look for someone who- Alex?" He asked and his voice suddenly got really quiet.

"Do you think that I don't regret the choices I made two years ago?! Do you think that I want to remember what I did? Never compare me to my past self! Luke I'm sorry I danced with those guys but you don't have to degrade me for it!" I cried, and he walked over to me, wrapping his arms around my shoulders.

"I'm so sorry. I just get jealous, and I want you all to myself. I was just annoyed. I'm- I'm so sorry." He whispered, and kissed my forehead. He rocked me back and forth in his arms, and buried his nose in my hair. "I love you."