I've never completely understood why The 5sos fam hates me so much. I know a lot of Luke girls hate me just because I'm dating Luke but some of the stuff they say is so horrible that I don't understand how they fall asleep at night knowing they said that to someone.
Ive had problems with my self image in the past, and Luke helped me overcome them the best he could, but once people found out about our relationship, everything he helped me with seemed to disappear.
Luke's also gone a lot. He'll text me during the day, and come home late when I'm asleep. He convinced me to move into the boys house, and now I kinda regret doing it because at the time, I didn't know I'd be completely alone.
I tried calling Luke a few times because whenever I feel down, he talks to me over the phone and if I ask, he'll sing to me. But he hasn't answered at all.
I feel worthless, unwanted, ugly, and completely alone. I just wish Luke would call back and make me feel better. I've never felt so low, and I just wish he was here.
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"Babe?" I heard, and felt a shake on my arm. I opened my eyes and turned over. Luke was hovering above me. I looked over to the clock, and it was only 11 p.m.
"I miss you." I whispered, and felt my eyes fill up with tears once I realized how much I really did need him.
"What's wrong? Why have you been crying?" He asked, and wiped under my eyes. "People are just mean." I whispered and hugged his neck. He laid down on top of me, and buried his head in my neck. "I love you so much, you know?" He asked quietly, so I nodded. "Don't listen to what other people say. What's important is that me, Michael, Ashton, and Calum all think you are the most beautiful girl in the world. We love you so much, and couldn't ask for a better friend. I think you're gorgeous in every single way, and nobody has the right to tell you you're not good enough." He whispered, and placed a kiss to my jaw.
"Please stay home with me. Please don't go anywhere tomorrow." I whispered, and a tear fell from my eye. "You know I have no choice. Why do you want me to stay so bad?" He asked. "Because I feel so alone. I need you so much more than you need me, okay? I just need to know that you still want me too. I want to spend time with you. I miss you." I said, and tried holding in my sobs.
"I'll try to get tomorrow off, okay? Then when I have to go to the studio, I'll see if you can come with me." He said, and I nodded, holding him tighter.
"I love you." I whispered
"I love you so much." He said, and kissed my cheek.
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Luke Hemmings Imagines
RandomA book full of imagines and one-shots that I write when I'm bored (:
