You feel unwanted

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"I'm home!" I heard from the kitchen. I walked out, and saw Luke kicking his shoes off.

"Hi ba-"

"I'm going to bed." He said, and I frowned. It was only 7 p.m.

"Luke? Don't you want anything to eat? I was thinking, maybe we could have dinner together?" I asked, and he shook his head. "No." He said, and walked up the stairs.

"I love you." I called, but like usual, I got no reply.

I walked out of the back sliding glass door, and looked at what I had planned. I had a nice table set up with candles, and food that I had spent all day making. We would've sat right beside the pool, and worked through the problems we've had recently, but once again, it was just me.

I'm not happy anymore. Luke used to make me feel like the only girl in the world, but now I feel like he doesn't want me anymore. I sat there and poked at my food, and stared at the empty seat right next to mine.

I miss Luke.

I felt my eyes fill up with tears as I slowly ate my spaghetti. I put down my fork and just stared at the pool. I wiped my eyes, and sighed.

"What's all of this?" I heard, so I turned around, and shook my head. "It's nothing. It was a stupid idea. I'll clean up. You can go on to bed if you want." I said, and stood up. I started to grab the plates, but he stopped me.

"Why'd you do this?" Luke asked, and looked down at me. "I dont know. I was thinking maybe we could have a night to just work everything out, and get close again, you know? but I know you're tired. You don't have time for me." I said, and he shook his head.

"Sit down." He said softly, so I did just that. He sat beside me, and grabbed my hand. "I know recently I've been acting weird and I've been rude to you. I really really miss you, but I'm scared. I-I lost my job two weeks ago and I've been trying to find a new one, but nobody needs help. I'm worn out from trying to find a new one, and I was scared you wouldn't want to be with me if you found out I lost my job." He said, and I frowned.

"No Luke. I dont wanna be with you because I feel lonely now. Change that. I don't care if you lost your job because you will find a new one, and it'll be okay. But I can't just find a new husband. I don't want to find a new one. I want you back. I miss you." I said, and he pulled me close.

"I'm so sorry I didn't tell you. And I'm sorry I made you feel unwanted. I love you." He whispered, and I kissed his cheek, hugging him back.

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