Is that... Billie Eilish?

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Billie's pov...!

I know I fucked up.

But what I was suppose to say? We're not girlfriends but we're not just friends either.

Do I wanna be more than friends? Fuck yeah.

Am I scared as fuck to ask her? Of fucking course.

I don't even know why I'm scared, is pretty obvious we both like each other, but, I don't know, what if is it too soon?

"Billie?"

"Mhmm" I snapped my head towards Ann who was sitting next to me, I guess she's been calling me for a while since she was looking at me frowning.

"You okay? We arrive at your house already" I looked out the window and it was true, I must have zoned out for a long time.

"Yeah, yes. Um, you coming?" she nodded and got up.

She hugged Claudia, blew Clara a kiss and fist-bumped Finneas before leaving through the door of the van that was already open.

They were the only left, the van had already left the others along the way.

I said goodbye to them and got out too.

"Hurry up, I wanna see shark" Anne said already by the door waiting for me.

"Sometimes I feel like you just come here to see him" I pout putting the key in the lock "oh honey, I thought you knew" she said with a sad voice and just laughed as I opened the door.

We entered the house and the first thing the redhead did was go look for shark, I turned on the main light and plopped down on the couch taking off my shoes.

"I'll use your bathroom" she shout from somewhere in my house "kay" I reply not that loud and take out my phone.

I scrolled through instagram until I felt how she plopped in the couch next to me, laying completely in her back, with her eyes closed.

"Okay, I know you wanna talk so, I'll just let it out" she said still with her eyes closed "okay" I put my phone down and turned to look at her.

"I know we're not... official but, fuck... I don't know, you could have just say my name. Was unnecessary to say 'friend', you know. I don't think we're friends, friends don't kiss or hooked up. We're not friends, right? I mean, I can feel that you don't want me has a friend, or maybe I'm imagining it. Shit, if it's that, you show mixed signals, like for rea-"

I grabbed her hands, pulling her towards me, making her sit up, facing each other. She fell silent and opened her eyes.

She scanned my face desperately, probably overthinking.

"I'm sorry, I know it was unnecessary and really stupid from me" I put a lock of hair behind her ear, caressing her face in the process, she fluttered her eyelashes at the gesture.

I left my hand on her face, cupping her cheek.

"I really like you Ann, please don't overthink it. I think is pretty obvious" I chuckled "I mean how can I not, look at you"

"Shut up" she roll her eyes smiling "I'm dead serious" I tried my best to put a blank face taking out my hand from her face but we both ended laughing.

"Well" she sigh now serious again.

"I like you too, like, a lot" she whined her eyes looking at her lap making me smiled "but, I don't wanna rush anything neither make you feel pressured to do something" she looked now into my eyes.