My Dearest Rival

45.Sangeeta

I smell like him. Even the fallen hairs of my head on the bed smell like him. The whole bedroom smells like him. From a tiny needle to my whole body smells like the man whom once i hated. I don't know why the hell i smell him.

I yawned, my hands touched my neck and that when i realised what i wore. I am wearing a long male t shirt which is crackyhead's.

I blink thrice to confirm it.

Instantly i look inside the blanket to see there if something had happened yesterday. I wore a shorts of him.

So this is real reason behind i smelling exactly like him. How on the hell i ended up wearing his clothes.

Did something happened yesterday? Did we had sex? Holy crap. I don't remember anything from yesterday. How could he do that to me? How could i do that when i was clearly drunk.

Drink. Hell yeah, i was drunk. I drunk almost three bottles of wine yesterday, not to forget i vow to never drink in my life.
The only thing that i remember is me with annika and maira. That's it. I have no idea what we talked and we did and moreover how the hell i ended up being inside his room.

I covered my face with hands, regretting every second of drinking. How could i do that? I have always been under self control. How could i even drink when i vow to never drink.

Because you were emotional. And this is the reason i hate being emotional and all.

My head hurt like a bitch. Every time i blink the pain inside my head grows. It feels like my head might explode any time.

"Here, drink this" i gulped as i heard a very familiar voice.

Lifting my eyes, i see crackyhead, half naked. I tried, trust me i tried very hard not to ogle at his body but i couldn't. His whole body is epitome of greek God. Six packs, those freaking curve and the way his adam apple heaves every time he breath, God i am losing my control again.

"You done eye fucking my body?" He ask.

I traced out of my horny thoughts and instantly covered myself with blanket as if i am naked.

"What the fuck was that?" He raises his eyebrows.

"You tell me why i am looking like giant monkey?" I ask.

"Because you are a giant monkey" he says as a grin appeared on his lips.

I let out a heavy breath before opening my mouth.

"Did we had s----"i couldn't say it.

What if yesterday i was the horny, perhaps i was horny to be fucked by him. What if i initiated the physical intimacy. God! Why me? Always me?

"We had what?" He ask, placing his hands on his waist.

I wonder how my legs would feel wrapped around his waist.

Get a grip, you horny girl.

"Something happened yesterday?" I keep it simple.

"Yeah you were drunk" he said.

I groaned internally. How could he be so dumb.

"I mean something happened between us?" I asked and looked away.

"Yeah" he said casually as if it doesn't matter.

What the fuck.

Here i am dying because what if i lost my virginity and I don't even remember, not to forget i don't even remember being satisfied by him.

Okay fine i am horny.

"You threw yourself all over me" he said.

Shit.