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40.His tattoos meaning

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Taehyung came home, his mother greets him asking how was his stay at his 'Friends' house. Taehyung has informed his mother that he will stay at his friend for few days. He didn't exactly tell her the date rather he said he'll be back home in two three days as they have their basketball practise to do.

As he sat on his bed, he remembers those two days he spends with his ex-lover in his arms. His ex-fiancée to be precise. His parents have no idea that two years ago their only son once was in love... with Min Yoongi.

He was head over heels for Yoongi back then... and now... now he 'dislike' to even see his face!

'I don't like you' says the one who spends two days in his ex-lover's arms.

Feeling Yoongi's love again...

Scenting his smell...

Feeling that how does it felt like waking up to see smiling Yoongi's face. To see his gummy smile, his sparkly eyes, that warm feeling of coming back home... he felt it again.

Things have changed between them, so many things happened two years before. And now when he thinks about it, he felt silly that this is the same Taehyung who was once in love? Had a fiancée, starting a new life with him... and even was about to have a baby...

As he dries his wet hair looking out the window, staring at Jungkook's closed window he remembers now... maybe now... he has feelings for someone else...

His heart was getting heavy by the feeling of liking someone else other than Yoongi... his ex-fiancée

It's not Yoongi, he used to love as he once saw his future with... it was someone else...

Someone else who knows him... gives him space... gives him time to think... provides him the same warm feelings once Yoongi created in his heart... once...

'But does Jimin feels the same for me...?' he asked himself.

'And what about Yoongi Hyung...? He is here... to take me back... to take me home...' he remembers his sweet home which he decorated with love and care for their baby.

That home? Or it's just an apartment now...? Only four walls and nothing else.

Yoongi left the house after Taehyung moved away. He didn't stay there for a second after finding out that Taehyung has lost their baby and flied away without even glancing back.

'He had time... I waited six months... but he didn't come back or searched for me... but the scar... his scar looks pretty damaged when I touched it. He fights back for his life after that accident... but I...?'

'What did I do in between? Blame him for losing our baby... blame him for everything and ran away from there...?!'

Self-blaming is all we do! Every day, every time.... Whenever things go wrong, we just find fault in ourselves.

Taehyung groans muttering, 'You shouldn't have run away like that Tae...'

'But I try to stop him... it didn't have happened if Hyung wasn't reckless that day... we might be together... with our little one...'

'Why did it happened why!!' he put his head on pillow thinking, 'If he is here then there's a chance, he will do something to get us back. Do I want to go back with him... after what happened...? Do I want us to get back together?'

'And what about Jimin....?' He asked himself as he closes his eyes, taking himself back in the same hotel room, in that same bed with the same Yoongi he used to know two years ago.