"Stop!" I swat the hand that creeped its way to my zippers in a way to reject Kassie's advances.
We were alone yet again, inside their room. It was the time for Rein and Calium to shower so I accompanied Kassie until they were done.
Its not like I had something to do anyways. I spend almost 24 hours cuddling in their room since they aren't allowed to mine.
"Oh c'mon~ How can Calium and Rein do things like this to you while I can't? Do you love them more than me? Am I even your mate or is it just the two of them?!" Oh no.
"Hey, hey now. I'm sorry." It was a little while ago when I diagnosed Kassie with GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder). And let me tell you, It was way worse than I have expected.
The first time he have shown a symptom was when I left for seminar about a month or so, ago. His negative thoughts got the better of him that he almost scared the shit out of Luca if it wasn't for his werewolf blood.
Second, he cries over small things. Extremely moody and emotionally unstable. Whenever I refuse to have PDA with him in front of other patients in lunch or when I prevent him from touching me. He throws a tantrum once we get back to the room and gives me a silent treatment until he eventually gives in after a few minutes.
Now, here we are once again. "Kass, hey Kass. Stop please. Kass you're scaring me now, stop now please." I tried to yank his grip off of his hair. He does this habit ever since before.
"Kassie, hey. Babe, look at me please." This is bad. My coxing won't make him budge. I clenched my eyes closed with a heavy-long sigh.
"Fine. Ok, you win. Stop now please, you're hurting me too if you keep on doing that. Please, Kass. Calm down, I'm here." This was painful, for both me and Eli and of course, also Kassie.
Please just listen. Please.
Kassie, fortunately calmed down. He releases his grip on his now messy locks and looks at me dead in the eye.
"You don't hate me, right?" I quickly shook my head and showed him my smile. I cup his face so that his attention is fully on me.
"Listen, I could never hate you. Even if you're not my mate, Kassie. I won't and will never hate the likes of you. I'm sorry." This may have wracked his brain because he suddenly slump on top of me.
"I'm supposed to be sorry too. I keep having this thoughts and even if you say it doesn't matter to you, I know it does in some way. What if-what if I'm not really your mate? What if I'm just-"
"Ok stop. Kassie, it doesn't matter to me. None of your flaws matters to me. Kassie, just focus on me alright? Deep breaths. In and out." He followed my instructions, taking deep breaths.
"You can be a psychotic jerk for all you want and I would still stay beside you. Well maybe that's a bit exaggerated but still, the God from above gave me to you, and you to me. The reason might be unknown yet but let's enjoy everything we're given. Or would you rather give me to someone else?" He growls, pulling me as close as he could then keeps inhaling my scent.
"I love you. I love you today, right now and will love you forever, Mika, Eli. Wether its you or your wolf, I'll love you forever, as long as I can." Well now I just might cry.
"Us too." My head whipped to the direction of the door. There stood my other two mates with expressions I couldn't even describe.
"Mikaelius Gale, we-"
"Ok stop!" Calium's mouth quickly closed. "You're gonna make me cry and I don't want to right now. Save the speech for the proposal. I mean you're gonna propose right?" The tension fades away as they all laugh.
"Whatever you want." Rein kneels beside the bed. "We could even do it right now, if you want." He looks at the other two who moved quickly to kneel beside him.
I sat up, staring at their eyes. Its glowing again but this time, there's something inside that makes my heart pound so hard it feels like its gonna burst.
My eyes however, though, couldn't take the tears anymore. They panicked once tears flowed one by one from my eyes.
"Mi-Mika? I'm sorry, were we rushing you? Hey." Rein was about to hug me but I declined.
"What is this? I thought you were sincere for a second. If you're proposing then I'll refuse right away. I don't want a man who's unwilling to kneel until the person they love gives them an answer." Shock passed to his face until he smiled and kneeled again.
Calium holds my left hand while Kassie holds the other. "Mikaelius Gale, Eli, we spent more than two months getting to know each other, trying out a relationship we don't know the future of." Tears keep flowing down no matter how hard I want to keep them in and not ruin the moment.
'Stop crying, bitch.'
'Fuck you, Eli.'
"As a mate or as our doctor, you completely filled the empty void that was left untreated in our hearts. We thought we were all we need, each other. But Mika and Eli, it wasn't just us, it wasn't just sex, it was you. You."
"Fuck you, Cal." He laughs as I hit his shoulder lightly.
"You know, I've always like to see your crying face. I want to know how you look in every expression there is. You look lovely in every emotion but there is something I want to see and you already know what it is, I mean you already know I'm a man whore so, yeah." My cheeks burnt as Kassie laughs.
"Anyways," My heart thumped as Calium reaches for something in the drawer. He held it out for me, slowly opening the small box.
"Mikaelius Gale and Elijah Gale, would you like to complete our lives as our omega from this day until the end? Mika, Eli, will you marry us?"
'M.'
'Eli.'
"Yes."
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