Green With Envy || Yoonmin

24; "Aww"

Yoongi picks up the note after telling Seokjin to wait for him inside his dorm room. It indeed has his name written on it. His suspicion is correct; the note is from Jimin. He slowly unfolds the paper, unsure of what could be written inside.

Dear Yoongi,
Srry or wtvr for yesterday I didnt mean to hurt u and Im glad u understand me. Im sorry for assuming ur life is perfect when I barely know anything about u thank u for keeping up with my shit and my complicashions (?) I know Im hard sometimes but u still make the effort to talk to me for some reason. I hope u like your gift cuz I rlly put alot of thot into it. Plz forgive me also u looked cute yesterday or wtvr also u smell v nice and I liked ur hug even if I couldn't admit it u give good hugs Ig or wtvr ok bye
(Ps. I still hate u xoxo)
(P.s.s not really ig)
From Jimin

"Aww," Yoongi can't help but chuckle at all the spelling and grammatical mistakes Jimin made. He keeps on rereading the note as he makes his way back to his room with the biggest grin on his face. He wonders why the note was on the floor and Jimin didn't give it to him. He needs to find Jimin and squeeze him a little.

As he enters his room, he is met with panicking faces from Seokjin, Namjoon and Hoseok, making him confused as his smile drops.

"Did you hear what happened? Taehyung fainted earlier and was rushed to the ER. There's no good news about his condition." Hoseok informs. Yoongi feels a wave of nausea rush over him. He's the only one here that knows about Taehyung's condition and the actual dangers of it. Is that why Jimin rushed and dropped the note on his way out of campus?

"Do you know what hospital he's in?" Yoongi asks, hoping for any information that could help him get to Taehyung and make sure him and Jimin are okay.

Instead, he's met with three shaking heads. "We were told by the teachers that Jungkook asked to keep it a secret. As well as Taehyung's condition."

"He's going to be okay. I mean, he just fainted, right?" Namjoon tries lifting the mood.

No! Yoongi wants to yell, but he hopes that's the case. Taehyung needs to be okay.

Yoongi suddenly remembers Taehyung's words about being there for Jimin after he dies. But no, no, no, Taehyung is going to be just fine. No need to worry, right? Yoongi isn't ready yet to fill the void for Jimin. He isn't ready to lose someone as sweet and loving as Taehyung, even if they only talked once, even if he doesn't know much about him, even if he's only ever saw him once up close.

Taehyung has to make it.

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Yoongi tried to call Jimin, but he didn't answer. He tried again, and again, and again. He called about 46 times, but still no answer. With each unanswered call, Yoongi's worry grows. He knows that something must be wrong, but he doesn't know what. He starts to panic. Yoongi couldn't help but think about the worst-case scenario. 'What if something terrible had happened to Jimin?' he thought. Yoongi was on the verge of tears, feeling helpless and isolated.As the hours ticked by, Yoongi starts to realize that Jimin's phone is either turned off or out of battery. This realization made him even more terrified. What if Jimin was lost and didn't have a way to contact anyone. Yoongi was desperate for answers and the only person who could give him them would not answer the phone.

He tried to keep busy, trying to distract himself by watching movies, playing video games, but nothing could take his mind off the worrying situation. Yoongi's thoughts kept running in circles, and he couldn't focus. It's now the 47th time Yoongi tried to call Jimin. But to his dismay, Jimin's phone continued to be switched off. Yoongi had never felt so alone, scared, and frustrated in his life.

As Yoongi sits in his room, he tries to understand Jimin's sudden refusal to answer his calls. Yoongi knew that he and Jimin weren't friends, but he thought that maybe they could become close through this situation. But now he feared that Jimin had rejected him altogether, which only added to the worry he felt for Taehyung.

With no way to know what's happening, Yoongi becomes increasingly frustrated. He can't even try to help Taehyung or be with Jimin, and he realized how much he wanted to help and be there for his friends. The situation has made Yoongi realizes that connections with people are essential, and he has been kicking himself for how he had never pursued a friendship with Jimin but now in this time of need. The more Yoongi thinks, the more he feels that something terrible has happened. He is filled with fear and dread. Yoongi decides to try and calm his nerves by going for a walk outside. But before he leaves, Yoongi tries one more time to call Jimin. But to his surprise, Jimin's phone rings but goes straight to voicemail. This must mean that Jimin has turned it off.

Yoongi realizes that he needs to find out what's going on. He tries to get more information from his other friends, but they are all as clueless as he is. Yoongi decides that the only thing he can do is wait for updates. But in the back of his mind, he is thinking about Jimin and how he must be feeling. The whole situation makes Yoongi feel helpless, alone, and scared. He doesn't know what to do, and all he can do is wait and hope for the best. He just doesn't know how long he has to wait for before hearing anything about Jimin or Taehyung.