MADGYAL

Chapter 50:SABBATH.

"Nothing in the world belongs to me but my love mine all my all mine❤️"

Vanessa
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Saturday morning I washed my face and brushed my teeth as I existed the bathroom going my sweet boys room who was already up cooing and calling me. I laughed as I hid at the door hearing him Did he already see me. I jumped from behind the door and he screamed bursting into laughter as his chubby chocolate cheeks spread on his face and him deep dimples sunk in.

"Mamamama!" He yelled.

"Good morninggggggg!!! Good morning Emilio!" I smiled walking over to his crib I picked him up. He wiggled excitedly in my arms as he laughed I smashed kissed over his face. Until he could be able to take them anymore he scream his emty gum with laughter. Well he has two bottom teeth now that he's been biting me with🤣

"Who wake up so easily!! This morning???? Mommy son????? Mommy little cuteeeee shit up bwoy? I asked him laughing. I sniffed his but and covered my nose making him giggle. I was planning on going to church this morning. I've been doing good lately. I've been attending church with my baby and being a mother and taking care of my responsibilities and raising my son right. Sometimes I think about it Millie and I still feel in love with him and I still feel broken hearted but I know I cannot force a man to feel in love with me. So I let him go. I miss his touch I miss his smile I miss his face but I don't miss the lies.

I picked up emilios baby lotion and a pair of shorts and a t-shirt. And his socks for his feet. I do spray little baby perfume that I have on him so he can and I powder his chest alittle bit and I use a little baby olive oil mix cocobutter on his skin so I picked them up and headed to the bathroom making his little bubble bath. But before his bath I decided to just clean him up alittle then take him downstairs to eat because we were both hungry.

I made ny self some egg and banana pancakes with sweet home made cinnamon syrup and some pepper sausages and a delicious strawberry lemonade and mango smoothie for my self with protein powder.

and I made by baby banana pancakes cinnamon syrup and some eggs and blue berries. For my baby's juice I gave him the happy tot organic raspberry and pear juice i got from the super market he lovessssss his little juice. I put on Disney junior Mickey Mouse and we begun to eat.

"Protein and fruits fi yuh little tummy for bigggg strong baby" I touch his stomach as he giggled. I can't help kissing him. My baby🥰❤️ mommy's true love❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ my man my man my man I don't need his father😒

After breakfast I stripped him out of his clothes and his pamper I bathe him down and placed him in the rub of bubble bath and put his little toys in it as he begun to play and splash in the water I laughed kissing his forehead. I love him sooooo much. He's so smart and such a sweet kid.

His father haven't held him once, haven't seen him since he was born almost a year ago. All he did was sign the birth certificate because he knew he was his son. I've sent Francis a picture of him and she's shocked as to how he look like him he's just dark skin though as he's been growing he's been getting lighter he went from very dark skin to this caramel complexion.

It hurts me to the core that he won't take care of my baby but I will take care of my son I don't need Millie. My baby will grow to be a good man and he'll regret everything he's ever said about him.

After bathing him I let him play in his bubble bath some more. I washed his hair softly with some bsby sensitive shampoo.  He's been having alittle dry scalp issue. I use almond oil in his hair and rub my finger through it softly to promote circulation. I thought his hair would get curly but after one year it's still growing straight and jet black and thick.

I took him out of his bath ringing him off and putting him in his towel as he begun to try in my chest. He loved his bubble bath.

"Mommy sorry baby, mommy have to get ready too baby, when we come back from church me will bathe you again and you will have one more bubble bath" I told him. I kissed him all over his cheeks as I layed him down drying his skin off. I rubbed his body oil and lotion on him for moisture and applied his power then put on his pamper. Then I placed on his little kaki shorts and his blue t-shirt and his white socks. I sprayed alittle of his little baby perfume and my baby was clean and ready to go.

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I placed on my diamond stud ear rings as I fixed my dress and my locks down my shoulder as I picked up Emilio grabbing my phone and my purse that unfortunately his father bought me.

I walked downstairs sitting him on my lap as I waited for my taxis to come I snapped a picture of me and Emilio. I don't post him up but I do have a lot of pictures of him. A lot of people despise me so I don't post him.

When I made it to church I was right on time rushing inside with my Bible as I sat down in the back beside a lady and her daughter listening to the music from the girl that was playing with the piano.

I placed a peppermint gum in my mouth gently chewing as I sat Emilio in my lap.

"Hi good morning me new to this church you know where the bathroom is? The lady asked me softly.

"Good morning me new here too but I think it deh rounds the back as soon as you step outside and go right, not too sure, if nothing ask that man outside the door" I told her. She nodded and walked by with her daughter as Emilio smiled at her. I giggled.

Babies know baby.❤️ it's so heart warming to see. The paster spoke about us opening up our hearts to love and light and forgiving our one another and loving our neighbors, treating each other with the kindness we want tk be treated with and it just made me look at my little baby boy. The way he payed attention and clapped when everyone else was clapping I could only smile.

I want him to grow to a good boy that loves God and is sweet and nice and wise. I want him to be wise and strong and have faith. I want my baby to be better than me. As small as he is I've noticed that this little boy is very kind! And he's compassionate.

His little finger tips are filled with love. And love makes the world go around.❤️ I want my baby to be a good person while being strong and not a door mat be use with good people there's evil people who will take him for granted.

People take kindness's for weakness.

People take love for granted.

I have to teach my baby you to be kind but have boundaries. Just because there's wicked people in this world doesn't mean not to spread love.

As a matter of fact that why we need love the most now more than ever.

I have to teach him that love will always be greater than hate.

At around 12 o clock church ended. I glanced around watching people stand up as I slowly gathered my things. Emilio was now sleeping on my shoulder with his little hands wrapped around my neck when I felt a tap on my shoulder.

I turned around slowly as I stool up my purse I was met face to face with the chocolate face that held that same heartwarming smile.

The police man. Officer Paul.