MADGYAL

Chapter 22: When 1 nahh act right get another.

"I don't chase SHIT he gone chase THIS, ion chase D🍆CK- tay money.

Vanessa.

Laughing as we entered the nice restaurant with outside night beach and a bar where lovely reggae music blasted on the huge red musix boxses i held the door wide open for my girls who walked behind me. Kayla was always the last person to door ever since weve known each other in highschool. eva late evea missing something. most of the time she left something. i laughed watching her jag towards the door. her long sew in with lace closure that i recently did for her bounching in the air as she smiled showing her pretty dimples. Zia and chinny stood beside me watching her.

"watch har she move slow" zia said laughing causing us all to laugh as the closer kayla got she looked like she was about to fall from panthing. When we finally got through the door we were dying as she held onto my shoulder trying to breath. she gained weight from the last time i saw her, fat and sexy. zia had nice baby weight on her because she just gave birth to her boyfriends baby four months ago and chinny, she had on weight but was getting slimmer. they all looked so good. sometimes, i dont admit it but sometimes i get insecure about my weight. like i stare at my ass in the mirror and i wished it was fat.

like imagine if my ass was fat everybody man and them father a get take weh, 100 usd fi even hold a conversation with me bitch!. id be a menace to society. but i dont let my weight bother me too much through because this FACE! gonna always pull and i never not get any nigga i want no matter the shit i say. its true when your pretty your actions dont matter nothing that you do dont matter expecially to men. youll always get second chances youll always get more when youre pretty.

but when a nigga rich? he'll always get second chances. as we walked over to our table i felt my phone vibrate in my purse and immediatly glance down hoping it was millie. it wasnt him. it was francis asking me where i am. ive never felt more dissapointed. i tucked my phone away and slightly swollowed the burning feeling i felt in the middle of my chest. i thought back to the other night when i put my pride aside and called him then i left a text message then i sent him pictures and he didnt reply to any of them until hours later when he already seen them. I didnt understand why he was treating me like this. one minute he tells me how much he likes me and takes me to speical places and spends thousands of dollars on me then next minute he's gone for days without a word.

"me will sit down inna this ya one ya you and vannessa sit together" zia said as she took the end of the chair that nobody wanted. we laughed as we sat down feet against the sand as our hair flew in the night wind. we took up the menus looking at them as we spoke. it didnt take long before a waitress came and asked us what she could start us off with to drink. i took ting. zia took a tropical rythm,chinny took a fruit punch and kyla took a icool. the waiter was tall and lightskin, looked something like a shenseea but with way bigger lips like she got that lip filler thing done. the way ive been wanting to do that. i Don't know. im starting to hate lip plumpers.

random thoughts ran through my head as i stared down at the menu while laughing and speaking to kayla. this girl was talking bout some "what ever you get me a get" i was snickering as i swirled my lips. why is she such a copy cat. i took out my phone and texted back francis telling her the cookies i baked were all sitting in the oven still but on cool and telling her where i was and what time id come back home, she wanted some knotless braids that id do for her but i knew she wated to talk about "bryson" me tired of telling her fi leave ugly broke bwoy alone.

a one ting if yuh ugly, but broke? and a give bun? YUH BRIGHT! i dont know how many time me affi lik sense inna the likkle girl like look pan har granny? why she nuh take example off of har granny. har granny married a handsome very handsome because me see him young picture dem and me coulda cock up pan him back inna him days. but she married a very handsome indian RICH man and now har family set fi life and you wah cyar in broke lizard looking sinting inna the family?