MADGYAL

Chapter 38: as a woman.

"If I play catch cool you bitches going straight to THE DOCTORRRRR!"🤣💯-dthang

2 weeks ago

Unsaved: Vanessa Vanessa Vanessa???? What does it take for a girl to realize her true worth and have alittle ambition and self esteem and not walk around being a man clone and being so DELUTIONAL? You're the definition of delulu bitch you're so fucking slow. Imagine a gyal a kill up kill up har self over one bwoy weh no want them? Weh laugh and talk seh dem a use them just fi cook and clean and really scared of you? The bwoy just scared a you thats why him deh with you apart from that him don't want nothing to do with you.

"Now that you find out about me and him. Don't make him tell you say me a him aunty it's me. I'm his girlfriend I'm the one he loves I'm the one he's with when he's not with you I'm the one he spend money on a lot I'm the one who gets everything, there's so much you don't know. But me is a "girls girl" and me feel bad fi you so me ago tell you now it's either you ago be smart and take the information and leave him alone or you ago be dumb and stay around we we ago compete fi him. Because ME NAHH GO NOWHERE.

Me: Hi unknown. How bold of you to really take your time to take up your phone and tell me that my man is your man and I'm delusional when you a play side gyal? Lol a suh the cocky lick yuh chip? But I understand you. We are all woman and we should all come together and tell one another I'm glad you decided to tell me about the situation, I figured he was lying. Why don't we meet in person to talk bout this alittle bit more? Over some nice dinner at negril? I'll pay if you're worrying about money. I know you probably broke.

Me: why don't you reveal your self I'm not going to hurt you. PINKY PROMISE💕

"Me: no need to hide, because either way you hide IM GOING GO FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE THEN IT WONT BE PRETTY. I'm glad you came to me as a woman. Millie is a peace of shit and I'm not going back to him. We should talk more❤️ as woman" that was the last thing I said to the unknown number before it blocked me. I chuckled to my self as I ate my icecream and cake staring at the cameras in Millie house. He wasn't home but I still liked to stare at them to make sure everything was in place. It tried to keep calm but I could just feel the anger boiling up inside me. Over the weeks this lying skettel had told me that the number calling him was his aunty and it wasn't nobody else and I was taking the situation out of proportion. Whole time it was a bitch for real? The thought of almost believing what he was saying and thinking im overreacting made me upset even more

I was almost regretting shitting at his doorway but he deserved it for real. Now I'm thinking of doing more, because I refuse to get played with like I'm dumb. I felt my thigh automatically started shaking just thinking of everytime he held me and kissed me and made me feel so warm and loved he had another bitch he was doing the same thing with. I wondered how long was this bitch around? Was it all throughout our relationship? Was it though the time he took me on vacation?

I pretended to my self that it didn't hurt but my body betrayed me and tears begun rushing out my eyes down my chin. I broke down into such tears that the icecream I was eating turned disgusting to me. My hands covering my face I just sat there crying like a weak bitch. I cried all night, my grandma and sisters held me.

That time I was sure not to answer his call because I was positive what ever he had to say wasn't true

One part of me decided to let things go as I sniffled drinking my hot chocolate in the rainy naught as my grandma sat on the veranada telling duppy stories scaring me to cheer up my mood while another side of me couldn't stop thinking about everything.

This man played my shit so bad!

He played me.

He think shit sweet.

He think I'm going?

I'm not letting it go. Not under my dead body I'm not. My heart was filled with love at first but anybody who knows me know I don't go for disrespect like that. I'm going to find this side bitch who ever she is I'm going to find her and I'm going to fuck her up. I'm going to give Millie a time of his life.

He wanna play with me?

It's on.

Bitches wanna call me on unknown number telling me that the man that I didn't take from nobody and I didn't play side chick to get is hers and that I'm stupid and I'm delusional and she's not going anywhere?

We'll see.

Millie gonna look into my eyes and smile all the time whole time he had another bitch thinking she's his girlfriend?

alright.
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I laid in bed watching the tv staring at millies calls as I ignored them. Even if I wanted to answer I didn't know what to say. Apart of me wanted to yell at him because emotions are in the way but another part of me says stick to the plan.

The plan is to fuck him over. But I don't know if I wanted to because I love him. But when I think about how he's making me look stupid I just can't see my self going back to him as if everything is fine.