TRUST||Minho

1. Background story

We did it. We escaped the maze. Me,Aris,Sonya,Harriet,Rachel and Jane. We lost many girls, but we escaped after 4 fucking years.

I was the 3rd girl that arrived in the cage after Harriet, our leader and Sonya, our second in comand. And for 4 years we managed to survive in the Forest, with no memories except that I remembered I have a sister, Lisa. She came after me. That is the only thing they let us remember. If we have siblings.

My job was medic, along with Mia and Stella, wich we lost trying to escape 3 weeks ago. I miss them. We have been in this place for 3 weeks and we already lost Rachel and Jane, who were taken to this "save place", some kind of farm where they will live a happy life.

Bullshit.

They were dead. They were locked in a room with other immune kids and their blood was taken from them. Because this shit place was still fucking WCKD. We never escaped. Me and Aris discovered this 2 weeks ago. We learned many ways through the vents and we found the room where they were taken.

Aris was devastated when we found Rachel.They were close,very close. Same with Jane. We were all around 18 years old but she... she was the youngest, 14 years old. This made me sick to my stomac. How cruel WKCD can be to do this... and what, for a cure they still didn't find? Bullshit.

I wasn't better either. I lost my sister in the 3rd year in the Forest. She was killed by the monsters in the maze. Her job was a mapper and she knew what she got herself into. When the girls brought her body back, I almost passed out. All the blood and the wounds on her body... I tried to save her, I really tried but not enough because she died anyway. I feel numb since then and that didn't helped my self harm either.

TW⚠️
I started to self harm the second year in the maze. I couldn't take it anymore. All this false hope that we will escape one day was all bullshit. All days were the same. Wake up, eat, do your job, deal with the dead bodies that you couldn't do anything to save, eat, shower, pray that this would get better, sleep.

Again.

Again.

And again.

I damaged my arms and wrists every day for 3 years to feel something. Anything. After Lisa's death I tried to end it. But Sonya found me in time to stop me. She helped Stella and Mia to clean the blood and instead of being mad at me, she stayed with me all night and hold me. She helped me so much and I was grateful for that. Speaking of Sonya, she remembered she have a brother named Newt. Funny name to be honest. I promised her that if something will happen to her, i will find him for her.

I stopped doing that after we escaped. It's hard but I became clean. I stopped because I realised Lisa wouldn't want that for me. I'm doing this for her. Only her.

Now Sonya and Harriet disappeared. In the middle of the night. I was in the room with them, but i had to go with some doctors for a check. When I came back they were gone. Where? I don't know. I went to Aris and told him. He was shocked. That was the first time Aris saw me crying. He stayed with me all night while I cried my eyes out. I have a feeling that they aren't dead. I hope so. Now is just me and Aris. I grew close to him, he's like a brother and I'm like a sister to him.
It's the two of us against all, waiting for someone who has the same opinion about WKCD to come and escape with us.

The only problem was... trust.