TRUST||Minho

13. 6 months

It's been 6 months since WCKD took him.

6 months of trying over and over to find when and where the train that transports the kids is.

6 months, half a year. It was hard for me. Really hard for me. Also for Newt. Now that he found his sister Sonya, we got close. We both lost a person who is so important for us.

Those 6 months we had the chance to tell eachother more thing about our mental health. I told him about the self harm and my attempt. He told me the story of his limp. I had no idea a person like him would do something like that.

It's funny. I tried to end it because I was feeling to much and wanted to feel nothing.

He tried to end it because he felt nothing and wanted to feel something.

I got close also to Fry, we cooked together all the time for the rest. And Thomas was close to me also. He promised me that we will find Minho. I know we will find him. When? that i don't know but soon I hope.

In the 3rd month after another failed mission, I lost it. At the camp that we were that time after we got back I took a knife and went to the bathroom and I was gonna cut again.

But I stopped. I stopped when I looked at my wrist and saw Minho's bracelet. And I stared at it, with the knife in my hand on the bathroom floor for some time. Thomas found me and he slapped the knife out of my hand. He checked for the possible cuts but he saw nothing.

"Leah..."
"I know i'm sorry...I stopped in time to do something."

He then picked me up and placed me into my bed and stayed with me the whole night.

Now, this is the last mission. I hope it's the last. We were waiting for that train to come.

"Where the hell is it!?" I said frustrated. Newt took my hand "It's gonna be here soon stay calm Le." "I'm trying."

"We will find him and Sonya and Aris don't worry. Just cover for me while I do my job." he smiled at me.

"Always." I smiled back.

"Leah! Newt! Come on!"

We reached the train. "Minho!! Minho!! Aris! Sonya!"

"They're here guys!" Thomas say. Then Newt started to do his thing while I started shooting at some guards far away.
We did it. We got them.

We didn't. There were only Aris and Sonya. First I saw them and I attacked them into a hug. Then I saw it. The last seat was empty. He's still with them. He's still tortured.

We were in a tent. Me Newt Thomas Fry Brenda Harriet Sonya and Aris. They told us about a city and the fact that they moved often.

"What about Minho? He was with you?" Thomas asked. He felt guilty. Really guilty.

"I'm sorry Thomas...he was but in the last minute they moved him." Aris said

"Fuck! That fucking asshole Janson! He knew! He knew and he did that on purpose!" I got up angry and I yelled at nothing in particular.

"Leah.."

"No Newt"

I left the tent. I took a walk far away from everything. I was to angry to even cry anymore. The sadness is gone. Now it's just anger left.

Minho's Pov
6 months since they took us all. 6 months without my friends,my family, her...

To test my brain the made this simulations. They were like nightmares. Every time it were the same things. Grievers, me being again send into the maze, my friends turning into cranks, Leah dying because of me. They made me kill her into my dreams. Those sick assholes. Every day I tried to picture her in my mind... in case I would've forgot what she looked like. But it wasn't hard.

Even if my memories would have been erased WCKD couldn't make me forget her.

I know she and the others were coming for me. The only thing I prayed is that they are okay and aren't injured or anything. Please guys, get me out of here as soon as possible. I believe in you Leah.

I trust you.