So close But So far Away

tryouts

KAYLEES POV

Mentally drained is what I am, But i'll be okay.

Cheer tryouts are today and I'm excited but nervous at the same time.

I know doing anything that would drain me even more isn't a good idea, but whatever.

After everything, and Capri being there for me I just feel so much more drawn and Attached to her is sick.

"Kaylee are you ready?" Kourtney asked with an excitement laced tone.

Kourtney doesn't know what happened and I plan on keeping it that way.

"Yes, I'm so ready" It wasn't a lie but it wasn't the truth.

Last week everyone who wanted to do cheer had to sign up, then an email was sent to everyone who signed up, The email was a Dance and a cheer you had to do. Wednesday was time to do it together as a group, and Thursday small groups and by Friday or Saturday they'll send out an email is you made it or not.

"Did you learn the dance they emailed?" I surprisingly did, Before everything with those people happened I would make Capri watch me practice.

"Yea I did, Do you think we'll make it?" A little part of me hoped we would, I like the Idea of cheering for my best friend? I mean we never changed the title so.

"Of course I've done Cheer before and you're on the dance team." She said with a smile.

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The girls basketball and cheer team are all in the locker room right now changing for there tryouts.

"Are you excited for today?" I asked Capri who was getting changed.

"It's the same thing i've been doing since 8th grade." She said putting shorts on.

We were behind a curtain don't worry.

"So? You've been getting a scholarships for playing." I said trying to encourage her.

"I know? But this isn't about me, Are you ready for cheer?" She asked with a smirk.

"Yea Im confident i'll make the team" I said trying to look everywhere but at Capri.

"I'm confident too, I think you'll look good in the cheer outfits." She said lowly and pulling me in by my waist.

I hummed, "Well wouldn't you like to see what's underneath it?"

Capri raised her eyebrows in amusement. "What exactly are you implying?"

I leaned in, "However you want to take it."

Our lips grazed past eachother. "You know this isn't 'just friends' of us"

"Oh? that's what we are?" I pulled back from her.

She let out a deep breath. "You have to stop doing shit like that."

I looked at her innocently, "Doing shit like what?"

She folded her lips and stared at me, "You do something and then you pull away from me."

I shrugged, "Well you said we're just 'friends' and friends don't kiss so..."

Capri rolled her eyes, "But you know we aren't just friends."

"Well i'm not your girlfriend now am I?" Before she could talk I walked I away from her.