So close But So far Away

Ex's

*One month later*

I'm driving around with Capri next to me, We're on the way to the grocery store to get some shit my dad asked to get.

"Baby stay here and I need to look for something." She told me and left me in the isle.

I sighed and scrolled until I left eyes on me. I looked up and seen Bianca.

My first Love.

"Hey. I haven't seen you in so long." She started.

"Hey." I said feeling my heart thump in my chest.

"Why are you here alone?" She asked.

I was going to tell her who i'm with but I just didn't. "I'm just doing stuff for my mom."

"Uh. When did you get back?" I asked.

"I'm here for a funeral... I'm sorry for how everything ended." She apologized.

"We were freshman you had to move it wasn't your fault B." I whispered.

"Yea... But um I wasn't expecting to see you here."

Before I could get a word out I felt hands around my waist.

"Wassup." Capri said to Bianca.

"Oh. Y'all are together?" She asked clearly shocked.

"Yea that's an issue?" Capri stepped beside me.

Bianca scoffed, "Nah, you good."

"Alright." Capri stepped back.

"Alright later Princess." She turned away.

My stomach jumped at the nickname she used to call me.

After Bianca left our sight her hands dropped from my waist and she started walking away.

The rest of the shopping was silent and so car ride.

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After I dropped her home and soon went home.

I gave my mom everything she needed and tried running to my room.

"Kaylee come here." I heard from behind me.

I groaned and sat at the table with my mom.

"Yes mommy?"

"What's wrong with you and Pri?"

I furrowed my brows, "How did even get that?"

"I know she was with you and didn't come back with you. So what's wrong?" She said reading right through me.

I took in a deep breath, "When I said at the grocery store I saw Bianca..."

"Okay..." my mom urged me to continue.

"I kind of felt my heart flutter when I seen her..." I said starting to tear up.

My mom nodded, "So you still love her again? or you never stopped." My mom more so told me.

I shrugged, "I don't know mommy... And Capri came around they said things and before Bianca left she called me the nickname she used to call me and I just-" I stopped feeling my tears rolling down my face.

"I felt something... I don't know what I get but I felt it and Capri felt it too because she didn't talk or even look at me the rest of the time." I continued after wiping under my eyes.

"Baby... I think you should sleep on it... Give it two days and if you still the same you have to break up with Capri... I know you don't want to but what you're not going to do is lead her on when you still have unresolved feelings for an ex." My mom told me.