So close But So far Away

Parties and girls

KAYLEES POV

*1 week later*

After that face time call with Capri, I told her to talk to me when she's ready. But it's been a week i've seen her but walked past her as she did me.

It hurts it feels like i've lost my best friend, but if that's how Capri wants to be, I'll let her be i'm not going to force her to be my friend.

School ends 2 weeks from now which means senior year here we come, but it's a possibility I wont have my best friend my senior year.

"Kaylee." I was snapped out my daze to see Kourtney looking at me.

"Yes?" I questioned.

"You're hands." She said which caused me to look at my palms that were bleeding a little.

"Fuck i'll be back." I said before I got up and walked out the classroom.

When I feel too many emotions I tent to dig my nails into my palms until they bleed, it's a habit i picked up from when my aunt and uncle lived with me.

I walked into the bathroom just to see Capri and Maya making out.

I cleared my throat to make my presence known between the two.

They broke apart they both were looking at me.

But Maya had a smug look on her face and as for Capri she looked at me with sadness.

"I need to go back to class, I'll see you later Capri." Maya said as she walked out the bathroom she shoulder checked me.

"Capri, you're unbelievable." I said as I went to turn on my heel.

"Kaylee wait." She said while walking towards me.

"No there's nothing to wait on, you're supposed to be my best friend but choosing worthless pussy over someone who's been here for you since the 6th grade." I said on the brink of crying.

"Kaylee i'm sorry." She said in a whisper.

"No you're not, You know I don't care about who you're messing with..." But before I could say anything else Capri cut me off.

"Exactly so why does it matter now? you're not my girlfriend we're just friends so why does it matter." I didn't do anything but scoff.

"Seriously Capri, fuck you." I said as I walked out bathroom.

I cannot believe that, I feel so stupid thinking that Capri felt the same things I felt in our kiss, Clearly i'm the idiot in this.

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CAPRIS POV

I got home and plopped on my bed thinking about the events of today.

I needed some type of distraction from how I felt about Kaylee, and Maya was just there.

I mean she's my best friend, since 6th grade.

When we kissed I felt a way i've never felt before. Not even with Veronica.

But instead being upfront about my feelings I self-Sabotage and pushed her away.

I'm going to make things right with her, if I can't have her as a girlfriend, I Know I can always have her as my best friend.

Me: Kaylee i know your mad, but can I come over?