So close But So far Away

Eavesdropping

*1month later*
CAPRIS POV

It's almost Christmas it's December 17, today is the last day before Christmas break and Kaylee still hasn't spoken to me. I feel like shit.

"Ms. Taylor since you're paying attention what's the answer?" My teacher called me out.

I groan, "I don't know." I said and she shook her head. "Pay attention or next time you're getting sent to the office."She continued on with the lesson.

Finally the bell rang and it was time to go home.

I'm so pissed off at myself. I Love Her. I've always loved her.

I was getting in my car but Mariah came to me.

"I see you and your girlfriend aren't around eachother anymore. Do I smell a break up? You finally realized who you want?" She asked inching closer to me.

"Mariah move damn." I'm really annoyed. "I'll leave you alone if you kiss me." I scoffed, "No I have self worth, me and Kaylee are fine but even if we aren't that's not your business." I replied.

"I don't know why you're so inlove with kaylee, she's a bitch and she doesn't deserve you." She rolled her eyes.

I looked at her is disbelief, "The only bitch here is you, I'm Inlove with Kaylee because she's everything to me you aren't... fuck that If you and Kaylee had something remotely similar I'd still chose Kaylee... You keep coming back to someone who doesn't like you. So please gain some self respect." I got in my car and drove off.

Did I just admit out loud i'm still In love with Kaylee? Yes.

Is it true? Also yes.

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KAYLEES POV

It's been a month since Capri broke up with me. I've been a mess. I can't lay in my bed without crying, I can't go to school without crying. I CANNOT DO ANYTHING WITHOUT CRYING.

I hate that i'm sensitive.

When Capri closed that door, I sobbed all night. Kourtney came to my house to help me but she wasn't much help. My mom,dad,ariel, even my 10 year old sister tried to help... I felt like Capri pulled my intestines out my nose. Even if she would've done that, I still would've begged her to stay.

I never realized how much Not having her around me would affect me. I feel cold without having her lips on mine, her hands on my body, the warmth of her laying in her bed, sleeping on top of her, waking up on top of her. I just can't.

My heart literally beats for her, my heart pumps blood for her, MY WORLD SPINS FOR CAPRI YANNI TAYLOR.

It's so bad to the point where Ariel cannot have her best friend come over because of how It might affect me... So for the past month they only seen eachother in school.

And another thing that sucks about this is our parents are friends.

Like this shit hurts...

It's just sad how 1girl affected everything for me. Imagine if we never would get back together? That would be a terrible sight to see.

I know I should hate her but I could never, I would never.

In the middle of class I used the bathroom, a bathroom that was rarely used.

After I used the bathroom I started crying again. Why the fuck am I such a cry baby?

Tomorrow is the last day until it's christmas break.

Before getting in my car to go home, I heard a little dialogue happen and it sounded interesting so...