Mayuri~ Faith on herself

51~ The Conversation

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Mayuri's POV

Everyone left the chamber. We both and our little ones were alone in the room. I took a deep breath and took the babies from him. Making them lay down on the bed.

"I'm sorry Mayuri" He said but I didn't even give him a glance. I was busy doing my work.

He held my wrist softly making me turn towards him. He hugged me and cried over my shoulder.

"I know I'm a very bad husband but I love-" I slapped him harder. His face tilt sidewards and he touched his cheek. I held his collar tightly.

"You do not love me! You only love your family! Your brother! You do not love, so don't you dare to say that you love me! Love is not a fuc*ing joke. Our marriage was not a joke! My self respect was not a joke! My pain was and is not a jokeee! How could you play with my feelings?! You didn't even tried to find me! I and our children almost died! But where wereee youuu! Where were you..." I broke out.

"I'm so sorry, I'm so-" He got down and held my feets, put his head over them. I also sat down and tried to remove his head but he held my feets more tightly.

"Please leave me" I cried. He shook his head.

"I know I had did a wrong thing. I was so blind. So blind that I could not even see my wife's pain. I am wrong, I have done wrong and it's not like that I did not tried to find you. But that fuc*ing basterd has caged me behind the bars! I tried each and every possible way to find you. I tried Mayuri, I tried-" He said and cried harder.

"I know I can't free you from the pain. But I can try to less it." He said and cupped my cheeks. I was about to say but there was a sudden knok on the door. I removed his hand and stood up quickly. He also stood.

The person came inside the chamber.

It was Minister Devraj the one who fixed our marriage. Neither my family wants this marriage nor him.

"Maaf kijiyega Rajkumaar aisey aa rahe hai par karan varsh hai" He said and adjoint his hand.

"I'm sorry Prince, I'm entering in your chamber like this. But it was urgent."

"Boliye" Prince spoke.

"Say"

"Yeh rajya bina Raja aur Rani ke nahi chal sakta, iss rajya aur uski sabha ke heet mai humara yeh kartavya banta hai ki hum aapka rajya abhishek karwaye," He spoke and waited for his answer. But he was silent.

"Rajya abhishek ki tayari karwayiye Devraj-sa," I spoke. Prince looked at me with confusion.

"Dhanyavaad Rajkumaari" He smiled and was about to go but I stopped him.

"Kintu... Kintu rajya abhishek sirf inka hoga, hum usme upasthith nahi honge," I said firmly. Minister Devraj smile disappeared.

"Yeh kya khe rahi hai aap Rajkumari? Yeh Rajya uski Rani ke bina adhura hai aur uss se bhi badh kar yeh parmpara hai aap iska ulanghan nahi kar sakti," He said.

"Kya iss Rajya ki yeh bhi parampara thi ki ek stree ko bezzat karke uski he Rajya vadhu ko beghar kar dena, aise Rajya ki Rani hum kabhi nahi ban sakte, aur yeh humara akhri faisla hai," I said and moved towards my children.

"Yeh Rajya ab sahi hatho mai jaa raha hai... Rani-sa" I stopped.

"Ek baar bharosa toh karke dekhiye, bharosa nahi karna toh bhi yeh aapka kartavya hai, Hum jante hai aapki takleef kam nahi hai aur yeh jo hum aapko keh rahe hai vo aapke abhimaan se badh kar hai. Par yeh Rajya apni Rani ke bina utna he adhura hai jaise ek bin maa ka bacha, Iss Rajya ke shahi logo ke liye nahi par iss Rajya ki Praja ka udhar karne ke liye soche," He said softly.

"Sahi keh rahe hai" I turned around listening to my Babasa's voice. My eyes become teary and my lips trembled. I took a deep breath controlling myself to not broke out.

"Hum apni putri se akele mai baat karna chahenge" Prince and Minister Devraj nodded.

They both left the chamber. I turned around and looked at my babies. One was sleeping and the other was smiling while looking at me with his cute doe eyes. My heart mealt instantly.

"Look at him" Babasa patted my head.

"You were also looking at me like this when you were a new born" He said. I looked down.

"I know daughter, It's difficult for you. I can understand the pain you are having. I know you will hate me to say this to you but... I trust him..." I looked at him, what was he saying?! He did so wrong to me. Still...

"I don't want to talk to you" I said and sat on the bed. He also sat on the bed.

"Look at me" I ignored him.

"Look at me Mayuri" He said, but this time his voice contains a power. A authority. I looked at him.

"His suffering was not less. He suffered, he suffered in these nine months. You know, he is lifeless. A dead body." I scrunched my eyebrows.

"What are you saying Baba sa?" I asked.

"I will tell you after the crowning ceremony, you get ready." He said and stood up.

"But-" I was about to speak.

"Have some patience and trust your father's choice" He said and this time I did not stop him. I do trust his choice. A father can never choose bad for his child whether it would be a boy or a girl.

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Update!

I'm soooo sorrryyyyy guys. I'm sorry for not posting.

To be honest August was a really difficult month for me.

First I had a heart break, second the news of the doctor and third I got hospitalized.

It was so much difficult and depressing days for me. All these things, I got so devasted after hearing the news. I could not even study or ate anything properly, losing my weight, Overthinking... Making myself frustrated day by day.

Please girls, take care of yourself and your safety.

Love you all sweethearts and thank you for waiting ❤