Written in the Stars | Taekook

⭐ 22 Black & Blue ⭐

Taehyung was lost, drifting and dwelling in his own pensive, spiraling thoughts. His mind is racing as he reflects and contemplates those not so bright minds and emotions.

It doesn't feel good at all.

The navy blue sky outside is not studded with sparkling stars this evening. It was just dark. The omega can peek at the sky from the window with half the curtains closed.

Right now, Taehyung was pouring his heart out and writing on his notes app in his smartphone, as Jungkook sat on the couch next to him and watched some action movie about a boxing match or something on TV. It's like a little "me time" for the omega as he needs to digest everything that happened and clear out his foggy mind a bit. He needs sobriety and clear-headedness.

Taehyung knew he had to be strong all the time considering his life was not so lucky. But for now, he just wanted to rest and take a break.

He's so tired of struggling all this time. He wants smooth sailing. He wants to break free.

Okay, now that he has managed to get the kind-hearted alpha Jungkook by his side, Taehyung is halfway there. Of course the brunette wants everything to be just fine and things will go his way.

However, he knows that this is just the beginning. After all the hardships he has experienced in life, he can't be that naive. The omega needs to grow up, indeed, he gets it. Yet his guts tell him there will be obstacles in his way to make the tarot reading come true.

He remembers the gypsy woman's prediction back then. The alpha would marry him and they would live happily ever after.

Taehyung truly surrenders to the Divine Force above. May the Moon Goddess give him the divine guidance he needs to get through this.

If only he could make a wish or something, he wants no challenges. The brunette omega just wants to move forward with ease and grace.

And no, it's not because he wants to be lazy and just laid-back all day long. He knows that to manifest his dreams, he needs to be steadfast and work hard. He already understands and is well versed in that respect.

The real question is, can't he get through all of this easily? Because the brunette was just tired.

People say challenges and obstacles can mature you and make you grow. He understands that. But right now, if only he could choose, he wants everything to be okay, without any problems.

Frankly, after everything he had been through, he was tired of fighting. He wants to surrender to what is. He wants the Moon Goddess to bless him with good luck and a better life, not some unfortunate, dark and tragic history like where he came from.

On one hand, it may be too soon for him yet he couldn't help but have high hopes. He had to have high hopes for a living. He had to shoot for the stars even when he couldn't make a living or didn't have a dime. He has to always have a vision and high hopes like Jimin, or like what his Momma said.

Taehyung wants to live a better life, just like his mother always said. He wants to fulfill the prophecy and be something greater. He wants to go make a legacy and manifest his best destiny, just like what Jimin always told him, encouraged him, supported him and believed in him.

He wanted to feel light and care free without any burden. He wanted to feel free.

Taehyung is tired. He's so sick and tired of all of this. He wants changes.

He wants to get free from the shackles of poverty that had been binding him. The omega wanted to feel light and free from all the problems and responsibilities of his life, without having to be suffocated by all the burdens and troubles of his difficult life, without having to carry the world on his shoulder.