17. fuck me

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Soobin woke up with his head pounding, a dull throb that made him want to bury his face in the pillow. He squinted around, realizing he wasn't in his own room. Instead, he was at Taehyun and Beomgyu's place. Taehyun and Beomgyu were still tangled up on Beomgyu's bed, looking cozy and peaceful.

The memories of last night began to resurface. The drinking, the crying, the outpouring of emotions.

Shit.

He squeezed his eyes shut, feeling a wave of regret and frustration. His friends now knew everything—about how much he was hurting over Yeonjun. They had seen him at his lowest, and while they had been supportive, it didn't change the fact that Yeonjun was still in the dark about what was really going on.

It stung more than he cared to admit that Yeonjun didn't know the truth, that Yuna was playing him like a fool.

And right now, Soobin felt powerless. Yuna would probably keep up her charade, playing the victim while Yeonjun stayed oblivious.

With a resigned sigh, Soobin tried to gently wake Taehyun and Beomgyu but failed. He decided it was best to let them sleep.

"I thought I was the one who was supposed to be passed out," he muttered to himself as he got up and left the room.

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When Soobin returned to his dorm, he was relieved to find that Yeonjun wasn't there. He collapsed onto his bed, trying to shut out the world. His broken heart ached, and he couldn't stop the tears from falling.

But his solitude was short-lived. The bathroom door creaked open, and Yeonjun emerged, fresh from the shower, his hair damp and a towel slung low around his waist.

They locked eyes in silence for a moment. Soobin's heart did a strange flutter. He tried to ignore Yeonjun, pretending to focus on the ceiling as if he were trying to sleep.

Yeonjun, oblivious to the emotional storm within Soobin, went to his wardrobe to grab some clothes. The casual display of Yeonjun's abs, glistening with the remnants of water, was impossible for Soobin to ignore.

His mind was a mess, but all he could think about was Yeonjun's physical presence.

Soobin tried to push the thoughts away, but it was like trying to ignore a bright light in a dark room. The sight of Yeonjun's toned body, so close and so real, only added to the pain of his heartbreak. He buried his face in his pillow, hoping to escape the uncomfortable reality that was now intertwined with his own tangled emotions.


















Fuck me













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a.n.

Just a silly short chapter :p

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