Niyara pov
3months
"Baby girl" i huffed at my hearing my moms voice outside my door for her daily check up she's been really worried about me since the whole space situation because i don't go out much anymore
and i stay in my room for the most part like i wouldn't say im heartbroken i don't know what i am maybe hurt or confused "come in mom" my mom opened the door with a light smile and came to sit on the edge of my bed
"how you feeling today" i shrugged "fine i guess" my mom huffed "why do you guess are you still fucked up about what happened" i shrugged "i don't know" "you don't seem very sure of yourself now and days baby just tell me how you feel so mommy can help"
i sighed and my eyes started to get watery "i don't know how to feel because it's different with him like with any other nigga i could get my feeling hurt and keep it pushing or i would even block them niggas
i never ever gave a fuck but with him it's something i can't get past like it's been four months and i want him to call but he hasn't like i have never felt like this for anybody before and i don't know if it's because
we were friends first or because how close we were but im so hurt i just want to be under him mom" she sighed "baby im gonna put it like this and your not gonna like it but when a person shows you who they are believe them
baby he's young so he might not be hurting you on purpose but your not his top priority right now how you use to be so take some time for yourself focus on you" i huffed "i am taking time for me
it's not even like i have a phone right now" so right after me and Jordan fell out my phone broke how well i have a iPhone so that should say enough about that "me and your father talk about it and you can get your new phone whenever your ready
matter of fact go to the mall it has a t-mobile a nail salon i'm gonna send you some money get out the house i know your hurt but your not healing healthy then tomorrow i'm gonna call your godmom
and your gonna get your hair done we are gonna get you out this little funk ok" i rolled my eyes "i would much rather just stay in bed can lani just pick up my phone for me" she shook her head "nope now get in the shower and get dressed"
i rolled my eyes and said "fine let me get in the shower"
*time jump*
ok so i'm at the mall and i've been here for a while i got a refill on my nails with a pedicure and i got my new phone so now im just finna sit in the food court with my ipad new phone and eat while i set it up
my sim card was already switched so all i have to do is log into everything so i turned the phone on and started to sync it with my ipad as i ate my chipotle "Nini" i heard making me look up to see jordan
making me roll my eyes one because it's just my luck the first time i decided to come outside he's here but i am in the mall in the state he goes to school but it wasn't to like stalk him they have a barns and nobles here
and a smoothie bar everything i needed and i also was mad because my real hair is out in a messy bun im wearing a big black matching sweat suit with long socks and purple crocs
i wasn't expecting anybody to see me especially not him i was mad "Jordan" i said unamused "damn why you all the way out here who you with" i looked at him stupid and said "i would so love to answer your questions but last time i check
we were on a break and a break means separated and im pretty sure if you didn't see me today you wouldn't have contacted me" he looked at me crazy "your the one that blocked me on everything ive been trying to get in contact with you for 2 months now"
i made a face "i ain't block shit my phone broke hence the iphone box" he nodded and took a seat across from me "i've been trying to get in contact with you to apologize i wanna talk about why i did what i did" i rolled my eyes
"well seeing as though we are in public i would much rather not so im not interested" he nodded "how about this weekend my birthday is in a couple days and my mom had something planned for me
so im gonna be back in the city maybe we can talk then" i huffed "maybe Jordan i don't know i might be busy" he nodded and stood up "how did you get here" i made a face "i caught a uber my sister asked for the car first today"
i got my license a week before my birthday in January "well im here with the guys we can drive you home if you want" i rolled my eyes "look trying to apologize and butter me up isn't gonna work right now so if you don't mind i would like to finish doing what i was doing now i told you we possibly
could talk now take my answer and get the fuck on your really making me hot right now" he huffed and said "ight fine but you ain't getting out of talking to me that easy i will come get your ass if you ain't at my house by sunday"
i nodded and started to get my airpods out to put in making him sigh and walk off but when he did i felt my eyes start to water making me upset so i just gathered all my stuff in my purse and called my uber
"fuuuuuckkk"
