A/N: I swear I'm working on suggestions. I'll try to get one out tomorrow! Hope you enjoy this chapter though :)
Natasha's POV:
All of the Avengers had just finished dinner cooked by the amazing Wanda Maximoff, and we were now spread out among the living room. The TV was on in the background, playing music that was most likely chosen by Sam. I was playing UNO with Steve and Clint and was currently winning. I placed another card down, causing Clint to pick up two more cards. Suddenly, I backhanded Clint in the face, feeling him trying to peek at my cards.
"OW!" Clint yelped. "What the hell?!"
"Stop trying to look at my cards," I told him with a smirk.
"But you're totally cheating!"
"Don't be upset that you don't have good senses when it comes to games."
"I do-"
"Guys let's calm down," Steve added, making both Clint and I throw a pillow to his face. "What the fu-"
"LANGUAGE!" Tony shouted from across the room, causing Sam to laugh.
I got into a new position against the back of the couch to ensure that Clint couldn't see what I had in my hands, and smirked as we continued the game, knowing that I was going to win.
Steve had just done his turn, and it was my turn next. I went to place down my card, but I stopped when I heard a giggle that I loved so much. I looked behind me to see Vision talking to Wanda. Wanda and I have been dating for three months, and no one knew except Clint. Being loved was completely new to me. I loved Clint and his family, and I knew they loved me, but being loved and in love like this was a different territory that I had never thought I'd be ready for, but Wanda proved me wrong. She loved me so fluently, so elegantly, so beautifully, and I could not be happier.
Being in a relationship, however, has come with many insecurities on my part. There were multiple days where I spent hours in my room, crying about how undeserving I am of Wanda's love. She would find me and flower me with affection, reassuring that I did deserve her. One time, Clint walked in to find me sobbing while I was calling for Wanda. After that, he became aware of Wanda and I's relationship.
Now, seeing Wanda and Vision talking with Vision being way too close to her for my liking, was bringing up every insecurity. I could feel my heart breaking. It broke even more after witnessing Vision leaning down, and kissing her cheek. My breath stopped and everything felt suffocating. Tears welled up in my eyes, and it was hard to keep them in tack.
"Nat? It's your turn," I heard a voice call out to me. It was Steve's. I turned to him, not realizing that tears had escaped my eyes. "What's wrong? You're crying."
I turned back around, seeing that Vision's lips still lingered Wanda's near her ear. Clint looked as to what I was invested in, his eyes widening.
"Hey, Nat. Look at me," Clint said, trying to gain my attention.
It didn't work.
My remaining cards fell out of my hand as my face began crumpling up, no matter how hard I tried to stop it. I heard the music stop, but I was too far gone. Nothing else mattered as intrusive thoughts flooded my mind. I knew they were right. I knew Wanda didn't love me. I didn't deserve her in the first place.
The thoughts were so loud that I didn't even hear a voice yelling at another person before calling out for me.
Wanda's POV:
Vision and I had been talking- well, mainly he had. I was too distracted by Natasha. She wasn't doing anything in particular, but she looked stunning. I was so in love with her, and I was not mad.
