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This Is Everything I Didn't Say [EN]

Poetry

I write stories about me, about people I meet, about those I wish I met and about the few I dream of. These are the secrets of my silence, in the form of lyricism and in the shape of verses. The first poems you read might make you laugh (although I...

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by plumedauroreoubliee

by plumedauroreoubliee

Mean words are told
And I feel like an empty shell
Worthless, not doing well
'Till hell freezes over, I'm sitting alone
Always being on my own

Wondering how to react
To the way people act
The old memories chasing after me
But people don't know neither see
What does my bully

I wish I could wake up one day
Feeling like I need to stay
But for now I just want to leave
'Cause I'm too tired to believe
Tell me that I must hold on
But know that I stood too long

Ever since harm was done
I tried to move on
But pain held me back
Away from a bleak future
That seems non existent

I repress my emotions
But these oppress me by the millions
It should have stopped my bully
Should he have had mercy
Though in fact, it made it stronger

I wish I could wake up one day
Feeling like I need to stay
But for now I just want to leave
'Cause I'm too tired to believe
Tell me that I must hold on
But know that I stood too long

Nothing worse than this tragedy
When the only thing I want is to be free
Everything that I ever dreamed of
Everything that I ever wished for
All should disappear forevermore

I wish I could wake up one day
Feeling like I need to stay
But for now I just want to leave
'Cause I'm too tired to believe
Tell me that I must hold on
But know that I stood too long

I wish I could wake up one day
Feeling like I need to stay
But I'm too desperate
So what if I draw a line across my road
What if I disappear and fade away

But what if it's not as easy
As blowing out a candle?

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Note: Fight hard and don't give up. Find something to hold on. Nothing is worth more than a life. One day, you will be your own sunshine (quote from John Joseph, a musician that once swore to me I would be my own sunshine someday - and I chose to believe him).