I Want To Love You - The Vampire Diaries

Chapter 31

Chapter 31

I heard footsteps and I felt him come up beside me. I didn't turn to look at him. I just stood there waiting for him to say something. I opened my eyes and looked straight ahead.

I heard him sigh, "You hate me dont you?" he whispered.

I quickly turned away from him and started walking away but then he grabbed my wrist sending electricity through me and turning me to face him.

"Selena-"

"Damon let go of me." I yelled pulling away from him.

He sighed and looked at me, "I thought it best to-"

"Damon dont say that..." I paused trying to compose myself, "You let Chrissy get in your head."

"But what she said is true!" he said protesting.

"No! No its not!" I rolled my eyes annoyed, I cant believe I'm sitting here explaining this to him, "I will never have a normal human life Damon! Whether I'm with you or not. I'm a witch, I'll never have a normal life." he just looked at me. "You shouldnt have broken up with me for that reason, because you wanted me to have a normal life and be safe or whatever...cause I never will."

He looked away and so did I.

"I know," he admitted, "It just got to me, and I thought you'd be safer."

I shrugged, "It doesnt make a difference, I'll get hurt either way." I said as I thought about how Klaus attacked me to get the moonstone.

I felt him looking at me, "Selena I didn't mean to hurt you like that, I just-"

"But you did," I said looking at him pulling my eyebrows together, "You did hurt me..." I whispered. He opened his mouth to say something but then closed it.

I looked at him. Even though he hurt me, I still felt bad for him.

"Hows the werewolf bite?" I asked quietly as I looked at him to see if he got hurt anywhere else.

"Fine now." he said as if he could care less about it.

I nodded, "I'm sorry about your brother," I said truly sorry.

He looked at me and nodded looking away.

"What do you think Klaus is up to?" i asked curious.

"Probably trying to make an army of hybrids cause he thinks Elenas dead."

I sighed, "I know," I was loosing it. This was all my fault. None of this would have happened if I didnt let him get the moonstone.

"Ugh," I said angrily as I sat on the grass with my face in my hands. "This is all my fault." I said through my hands.

I heard him chuckle as he sat beside me.

"What are you talking about?"

I took my hands off my face, "Damon if I didnt let Klaus get the moonstone none of this would have happened," i started speaking so fast just letting it all come out, "Elenas dad wouldnt be dead, Jenna wouldnt be dead, Stefan wouldnt be with him, Elena wouldnt of had to gone through with that, and you wouldnt have gotten-"

"Selena!" he yelled as he took my face in his hands turning me to look at him. I felt butterflies errupt in my stomach and I was trying not to get lost in his eyes. "Those things would have happened anyway, it wasnt your fault."

I felt my face get hot. I pulled out of his grip looking away. I heard him sigh dropping his hands on the grass.

I took a deep breathe and said, "I'm going to get your brother back."

I stood up and started walking. I felt him following me.

"Selena, what the hell are you talking about?"

I ignored him and just kept walking.

"Selena!" he yelled grabbing my wrist.

I turned to face him, "This is how it works Damon," I composed myself to tell him everything i know but not everything, if that makes sense.... "Klaus is going to realize sooner or later that he cant make hybrids because Elenas still alive, so he'll have to come back, and when he does...well Stefan will be with him."

He just looked at me.

"Now we just need to think of somehow to keep Elena safe..." I said to myself wondering off.

"Selena..." He whispered looking at me. I looked back into those icy blue eyes of his realizing now how close we were, "What if...what if he comes after you?"

I made a face and then sighed, "I'll take care of it."

"I don't want you risking your life for anyone, I dont want to see you get hurt." he whispered and i felt his breath on my lips.

He cupped my cheek with his hand. I felt myself breathing heavy as he stared at me. I felt like I was going to break down. I couldnt do this...

I took his hand in mine taking it off my cheek and letting it go. I gathered all my courage and said to him in a shaking voice, "Damon you cant just walk out of my life and then..." i felt my throat close up and I felt tears form in my eyes, "And then expect me to just let you walk right back in...after you hurt me..."

"Selena I-"

"No, please dont." I said feeling a tear down my cheek.

I turned away from him and ran. I just ran. I stopped when I realized that I was at my house.

There were tears streaming down my face as I went inside. I shut the door and locked it behind me. I leaned my head against the wall closing my eyes crying.

"Can this get any worse?!" I said angrily to myself as I hit the wall in frustration.

I just need a break from everything. I dont even exactly know whats going on.

"Selena...?"

I completely froze...completely stopped breathing... I slowly turned around and gasped.

My ex boyfriend Mike was here, in Mystic Falls, in my house...

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