Love at Last Sight (18+)

Chapter - 56

Akshath's POV:

"Let's leave them alone", said Jay and took Pranay and Karthik along with him.

"You know I can beg you every single day if it means you would forgive me?", I asked Sanjana with a hope in my eyes.

"As I said I want time Akshath", I immediately frowned. I did not like her calling me Akshath as she always use Aksh or Akshu or Arjun to address me.

"Call me Aksh or Ak...", as I was speaking, her voice immediately stopped me. "Don't cut me off. I want time and I did not know how many days or months it would take for me to heal", she completed.

"You will take me back after this space thing right?", she stayed silent and my heart dropped.

"I will, but not now. Not until you realize my importance and not until I give time for myself. I need a break", she said breaking my heart all over again.

"Okay", I whispered lowly.

"Go away from here if you want me to forgive you and don't disturb my studies", she warned and I immediately offered, " I can help you with studies maintaining my distance, you know?"

"I am topper for gods sake, remember?", she threw the same words at my face that I used on the day of our break up to insult her.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "I will leave. Please take care of yourself and don't cry anymore. I am sorry baby. I know my sorry wouldn't hold any importance to you as I hurt you deeply but please try to accept my apology if possible?", I requested her and she nodded and went back in the direction of her dorm. I stayed there until her figure disappeared and started my journey to my apartment.

"You could have told her the truth. She would have forgave you easily", said Jay as soon as I entered the living room.

"Yeah, but I don't want to use her kindness and make her feel guilty about forgiving me. As she said I would give her time and space", I explained what I thought was right.

"Do you know what this means? It's considered as a break in your relationship and she can see other boys as well", Jay said causally making my heart thump.

"WHAT?? But she said she would take me back!!", I shouted as I was horrified with the thought of her being with someone else.

"Ohh, then I guess she would not see any one??", he smirked.

"Thanks for planting a doubt in my head asshole", I made my way into the room and I heard Jay saying "whipped" in the background.

I bathed and changed my clothes and started working on few files.

And soon the day was done with me looking at Sanjana's pictures in my mobile phone and going through all our past messages. Fuck!! I fucked up and really do miss her!!

(Sunday)

I don't think I ever had such an unproductive day in my life. Since I woke up, I have been thinking of Sanjana. This time and space thing fucked my brain out.

I was thinking all the fucking useless shit like for example, I connected the time and space thing to physics and started thinking about physics and now am thinking about inter galaxies and aliens. What the fuck happened to me and my brain? Why the fuck am I thinking weird shit?

I fucking became a cheapskate!! I thought I wouldn't do any of the cheesy shit in my fucking life that I did in the last few days like begging a girl, drowning myself in alcohol, getting drenched in rain, waiting for a girl infront of her dorms for two fucking days, getting down on my knees, giving time and space and last but not least bribing her best friend to send pictures of my fucking girlfriend.