I came home today.
Ian has been living with Melinda, he is sooooo tired of her, but I know he loves her.
"She will be the end of him!!"
He says :)
"Or at least her cooking!!"
I know he loves us all.
Evan her, regardless of what he says.
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I told Ian about Cory.
Melinda hadn't let him see the magazine articles and interviews, for which I am eternally grateful.
He is seamingly happy, always wanted a big brother, I won't lie it stung a bit.
I just hope it can be like that,
like brothers.
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You know what, life feels perfectly fine. It's been worse, but with Ian it's getting better.
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Finnick forced us out on the boat today.
Or well, Finnick and Ian forced me out. He had done something new, not that I understood what.
He was proud as one can be, like a peacock when he got to tell Ian everything. I couldn't help but think that Haymitch should have seen him.
He would have laughed, we would have laughed.
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That facket has poured out all my booze!!
He says I'm not myself anymore, but what the hell does he think!!
I barely drink, only when I get something from the capital!! It's not like I hear it when Ian's home either, I do when he's sleeping at Mags', or at school.
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I don't know what to do. I got Finnick to take Ian to the lake, they're fishing.
I have received a letter from the capital, most likely it is regarding my so-called vacation.
I don't want to open it.
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I opened it.
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We are going to a ready-made holiday island.
Apparently it must be very beautiful. No one has been there before.
I wish it could stay that way.
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In about a month we will be leaving. I don't know how long we'll be gone or what I might be forced to do.
But I don't care, the hardest thing will be how to tell Ian.
And Finnick.
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I told him.
We were alone and he was crying.
We just held each other, neither of us wanted me to go.
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If it had been a normal trip, I would have packed by now.
But I can't even do that. I tremble at how "luxurious" they will make the holiday.
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Ian opened the door today.
I was in the kitchen.
It wasn't Finnick who knocked.
Cory decided to surprise me, he said he wanted to meet my brother.
He had a buckey of white roses with him.
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A fate worse than death~~A Finnick Odair story~~
أدب الهواةMost of the capital had cheered when Finnick Odair won his game. His skills with a trident had allowed him to become the youngest winner of the Hunger Games at the age of 14. Indeed, he had become the apple of the capital's eyes. Therefore, no one r...
