Lucid

Believe|8

∞•DANTE•∞

She was plaguing my thoughts, the way she'd stare at me, those eyes, her lips, her hips and waist, her ass in that red thong. It matched the little top she wore— why did it seem near impossible for me to get her out my head?

"Babe what you up doing?"
Alissa asked.

Almost forgot where I was. Ny have mi head a way and I didn't know how to fix it the way how wanted without looking like a pervert. I wanted to see her again but I couldn't just show up to her place and Justin and I hadn't spoken since that night. I'd have to get to him then to Sophia.
Fuck.

How did I not get her number?

I felt Alissa kiss my back then her hands were wrapped around me. Placing the glass on the table I waited until she let me go to turn and look at her. Alissa was sexy beyond a doubt, beautiful too. She was naked as the day she was born,her milk white skin pale under the bright kitchen lights.

"Ya me voy." I mumbled, keeping my eyes on hers.
I'm leaving.

"¿Por que?" she asked in annoyance.
Why?

"You always do this. It's two in the morning Don, why can't you just stay until it's light out.?"

I made my way to the bedroom, taking my shirt from off the bed. I slipped it on then checked for my phone. Normally I would leave at three so I was early.

"Donté say something." She whined holding unto my hand.

This was why I was leaving, she was getting too fucking clingy, too demanding. We indulged occasionally, it wasn't supposed to be anything serious. This was something we discussed from the beginning and I thought we had an understanding.

"Later." I mumbled distractedly staring at my phone, weh Rain a link mi dem early hours ya fa?

She pushed her hand under my shirt holding me from the back.

"Don't leave please."

Untangling her hands from around my torso I checked my pocket for my keys and left the room. Alissa was so used to having her way, she hated the word no. No mek no sense mi even say a word to rass.

"So you're just ignoring me now?" She said and I turned to look at her with my hand on the door. She really a cry right now? Just cause mi a leave?
Jah jah.

Affi end this.

"I have business to take care of I can't stay. What's up with you why the dramatics?" I asked my voice cold. 

She sniffled and I shook my head opening the door. Cyah deal wid this now or ever to pussyclaat.
Woman.

ᥫ᭡•NYASIA•ᥫ᭡

Mama always said I could be extra at times, especially when I was emotional. I guess that would explain why I burned the clothes I'd been wearing. I couldn't bring myself to burn the jacket because it was a gift from Alisha. The cropped Jean jacket had been one of the three things she'd gifted me for my last birthday.

I didn't know what to think, feel or even believe. He had put his hands on me once, fisted me in my belly. That should have been a red flag, a run for your life girl moment but I stayed. He apologised over and over and basically did everything to make it up to me but I should have known he wasn't shit. I couldn't help but to think it was my fault because I'd seen the signs.

Why mi did a act colour blind?

No disbeliefs no how could he, I should have known better. He was just a man after all.