Lucid

Reality check|17

ᥫ᭡•NYASIA•ᥫ᭡

Pregnancy and diseases were the last thing I wanted to be worried about. They were not on my todo list to begin with. I sighed heavily tossing the Postinor box in the bin. I'd taken the pills earlier as soon as I came from work, my mind a world wind of thoughts.

See weh freh freh and nuff cause?

I shook my head, that was dumb and reckless. We were really caught up in the moment and yeah it was unexpected but I should have known better. I didn't know that man from adams for God's sake.

A suh buddy did sweet mi?

My period calendar indicated I had ovulated the day before. Which meant it happened when I had a high chance of pregnancy. I didn't even want to think about it.

"Mi really cyah do dis right now!" I said out loud to no one in particular since I was alone in my apartment. Work had been an avid distraction but now alone it wasn't helping. I'd never been on contraceptives I just couldn't do it and I didn't want to. I knew relying on the pull out method was risky but in my previous relationship we hardly did that.

Rodaine would use protection mostly or I would insist only indulging in bareback activities rarely. I'd been so ready to let that man come inside me it was scary but still hot.
LISTEN no.
Just NO.

I never felt anything like that before, never. That wasn't an excuse but damn—the way he pinned me down and talked me through it right after my first orgasm was something to be studied. I didn't hold out much longer but that was besides the point. I was also so curious about his piercing like what influenced him to get it?

When I said apply pressure that wasn't exactly what I meant......

"Jeeeez."

I had a little activity in mind that I wanted to put together for school but I couldn't even focus on that. Wonder if Sophia home? She'd probably was at work, her schedule was a bit tricky.

I rang her up, she answered on the third ring.

"Hello?"

"You home wait how you sound so?"

"Yeah I'm home. How mi sound girl?"

I frowned because I wasn't sure how to explain it. She was breathless like she tired or something, maybe she was exercising.

"Never mind just did a check."

I hung up before she could say anything putting on my outside slippers. She was home but didn't call to ask about the meeting that she insisted I go to. One of had to be there she said. Strange.

I closed up and walked the short distance over to her flat, knocking not so gently on the grill then checking to realize it was open. I shrugged opening it about to head for the door when it opened.

Rain stepped out his face hard.

Oh ummmm.

"Hey."

"Hi." I answered, looking behind him to see Sophia in a thin red robe.

Look how mi come interrupt the people dem fun.

"Rain you nah answer mi question?"

He opened the grill without a word, closing it while holding eye contact with her.

Mi definitely interrupt supm ya so.

"Later B, Nyasia."