"Oh, uh nothing. Just um.....-" Joe started but couldn't finish.
"Collaboration ideas!," Zoe finished Joe's sentance, making me wonder what was really going on.
"Oh, okay," I repplied as the awkwardness grew. The awkwardness went away when Alfie turned on the T.V. We all sat down. I sat in the middle of Joe and Zoe.
As I was editing my video with Alfie, the other 3 were watching something that I couldn't even recall because I wasn't paying attention. Watching T.V isn't really my thing.
After I finished editing the video, I hopped onto Instagram.
I was scrolling through my feed when I saw a selfie of Dawn and my exe boyfriend, Alex, on a date. Alex and I met in Pizza Hut. We were coworkers, but things got crazy when he asked me out on a date.
It was the relationship where we were dating, then we broke up, then we started dating again, broke up again, and then I would forgive him! The reason why we kept breaking up is becuase he was cheating on me, a lot.
I was so stupid to forgive him everytime. It all ended when he moved to somewhere in the east cost. My life was so much better when he was gone. Tears started rolling down my cheeks. All the painful memories of us together were returning.
All the fights and disagreements made me want to burst into tears. This boy hurt me so much, and I was so dumb, and I kept letting him.
"Are you okay, Madi?" Zoe asked, staring at the picture of Dawn and Alex on my laptop.
"Uh, the guy with Dawn is one of my exes. He was the worst boyfriend I ever had. His name is Alex. Alex and I "dated" for a long, long year," I started but I started bursting into tears. His words that he told me before he left still give me chills.
All the things he he yelled at me when I caught him with another girl still hurts me. Wiping tears away, I continued, " Basically, he was a terrible boyfriend who hurt me. "
A/N
Hey guys! I'm back! I know that it's been a week+ since I actually posted a chapter of this book! I'm sorry! And as you can see, I learned how to make things bold! LOL! Thank you so much for staying in there! I know this chapter is short, but I just really wanted to update! Sorry! Thank you! xxx
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If Only ( Joe Sugg Fanfiction) |DISCONTINUED|
FanfictionMadison (Madi) Delist is a California girl who was sent to London by her divorced parents. Let's say that Madi wasn't too excited about this decision. Moving to a place where you have never been before alone can be scary, but your fear can be taken...
